Hide It Miss Enny...

Heart feels :

Love, Sacrifice & Loyalty (Nur Kasih)

Heart feel so emo :

‘Ya Allah, aku sanggup berkorban apa saja tapi bukan dia…’

Ada ke org kat luar sini still sanggup berkorban apa saja spt Adam? Masih ada kah org akan mencintai seseorg seperti Adam? Atau sesetia Aidil? Asking all this somehow we also don’t have the answer..seolah2 ia hanya dlm mimpi atau sekadar adaptasi novel yg segalanya sempurna… In real life I have doubt on it…but maybe there is still someone like that out there for the lucky person. ;) Who knows?

For sure by saying all this, you can guess what I’d been watching..no need to guess pun kan!

The names, the scene came from “Nur Kasih” for sure..me watching Malay movie?? Don’t get me wrong. I have nothing against it..really..just typical Malaysian..this kind of Malay movie akan kluar jugak kat Astro. Hee.. but I have no Astro anymore…I’m a UNIFIan now..so ada Hypp TV je..so kena la jugak tgk kat panggung..( bunyi cam alasan…;P)

By first 5 minutes, I’ve already started to cry..Ya Allah citer apa ni? But it does worth to see. The cinematography was so beautiful. Jordan is undeniable country that has lots of beautiful places. It just mesmerizing to see all that places in Malaysian movie. Kudos I can give to the movie, the plot, the emotions, the actor and actress even the soundtracks all along…Its totally heavy with moral values  that we can adapt in our life. Especially, how we face with a LOST of someone that we really love…Kuncinya = REDHA..

(I did feel this once..memang rasa nk give up, sangat marah, penat and keep asking WHY..hati terasa terkunci selama2nya…but there always way to move on..dekatkan diri dengan DIA…-enny, stop crying!)

Qada dan qadar di tgn Tuhan kan, we never know apa ketentuannnya..dari-NYA kita dtg, kepada-Nya kita kembali..

With selingan a hinch of humor by the most comelness Mia..’sayang sikit ke syg byk?’ In another scene ‘paksu sakit sikit ke sakit byk?’ All the sikit and banyak..even sounded like soalan main2..it does give a really hard feeling to answer that…Have to admit , yes I cried watching this…it just an additional potion why I wanna cry at the first place (about that I’ll just remain silent for now k..but I’m ok)

I want to say something..but.......................................................................T_T

I Just Need You...

Heart sincerely have this :

Dear GFs and my dearest BFs,

How much that you guys need me, that much too I really need you..

Once in a lifetime
you find a friend
who touches not only your heart
but also your soul

Once in a lifetime
you discover someone
who stands beside you,
not over you

Once in a lifetime
if you are lucky
you find someone
as I have found you

Very special people
we can be ourselves with,
talk with, laugh with,
hope with and believe with...

                                                                                                                       Sincerely with lots of love                                                                                                                                          

Welcome 'Big Apple' ;P

Heart giggling to have this :

Actually I already have some of the families...;P

Big Mac! ;P

IPad - Prezzie for Abah

IPhone4 - The latest purchase..huhu~

But I reallllly craving for these....................................

IPod Nano - what I colour I'm gonna choose? Wait..heee~

That can be transform to this ...

Cool ha..yes I want one!

And another in the list.....;P

IPad 2 of course...weee~

Can't wait...!!! It will be complete soon...;D There you go with my own obsessions..janji tak susahkan org kan kan kan..;P

I Don't Want This Anymore..Sorry..

Brain finalizing :

 

And of course I need my 'happy pills' and my own personal 'drugs' to be with me..;))....... Let me think WHO or WHAT it gonna be ...*wink..

She Believes In Me ..T_____T

Heart feel so down :

I'm not so sure why..
There is some rhythm in my heart..
A song that I can't define..
I'm strangled in so many feels...
Till I feel so numb..
Tears become my bestfriends..
Hope become my strengths..
Even I know it won't help it all..
My soul still BELIEVES..
That's matter...

Unique We Are

Brain say :

Get It Right.....

Brain and heart not in sync :
Even I do had a good mood today..yet within far2 away deep inside..I keep wondering....hermm...

What have I done? I wish I could run
Away from this ship goin' under
Just tryin' to help, hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is
On my shoulders
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight
Can I start again with my faith shaken?
'Cause I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I'll get through this
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
So I throw up my fist
Throw a punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair
Yeah, I'll send down a wish
Yeah, I'll send up a prayer
And finally, someone will see
How much I care!
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight

Ok fine..I need fix things..next month I'll be full with travelling -Johor-N.Sembilan-Malacca...Phewww~

Apple's Day!

Heart wanna say thank you :

By reading it, it was the effort of one entities yang suka bagi makan kat staff dia..here we go APPLE's DAY!!
Huh ironi sungguh, nampak sgt we are not living with the healthy life till co. kena buat mcm ni..ahahah~
While writing this I am eating Marble Cheese Cake with an apple given by them but the cheese cake not from them la...tak jadi campaign nyer..;P..

So thank you for the Apple!!;)

Monday? Tuesday Cuti! T_T

Heart feel so blues :

Lots of people sambung cuti terus...yet me? Huu need to work..ada VC ..need to standby...pastuh macam2 masalah..Communication please! Ingat bola ke ding dong sana sini..Ish...

Malaysia's Next Top Female Blogger ? ^_*

Brain stimulating this :

Hey peeps! Just blog walking through my dearest followers and I found this!! (SANDRA AZWAN as one of my followers? Cool..~)

Malaysia's Next Top Female Blogger 2011 by Sandra Azwan

Ermm let me think for few second..Ok done! There you go with my weekend’s heaven. No harm of joining it right. Hehehe~

Here are the Q & A session for this contest by him.

   1) Tell us about your blog in 70 words or less.

Born exactly on my dearest ‘Queen’ (my mum)’s birthday last year as I finally started this bloggy  and thanks to my dear GF who supporting me to do this. I reserved too much and this will be the perfect medium to as what my tagline are ‘Hard to shout, falls on finger tips’. It’s explained enough right. ;) Most of my viewers are my close friends (they are the best silent readers ever) all around the world and I frequently updating things by quotes or pictures that means thousand of words based on my day goes..Simplified! ;)

2) What is your personal style?

Simple, neat, comfortable and some splash of colors. If you can afford of branded brands it’s a bonus to me as the quality come with price. Sometimes ‘Less is more ‘..That’s what I believe and made me who I am today.

A quote that I really like and adore:

“Fashion is not something that exists in dresses only. Fashion is in the sky, in the street; fashion has to do with ideas, the way we live, what is happening.” –Coco Chanel

3) A picture of you in one of your favorite outfits:

4) Are you the next Malaysia’s Top Female Blogger 2011? Why?
Dreaming can be so inspiring and why not if I’m become one. Without dreaming and efforts, words t will never drive us to what we want to achieve… and no harms of trying coz it just another phase of life we are learning all the way..Chill! ;)

5) I love to read ‘Life with Sandra…..’ because?

It is cute. Typical answer hah.. ;P The real things is after read all the entries, somehow this bloggy draw a SMILE on me and the illustrations reflects the “Pelangi”. Thanks dear! Hugs for you. ;) 

p/s: for my gurly readers go ahead if you wanna join this..fun to let you brains to stimulate the answer not by books but by just writing it from your heart. ;))

TUMBLR!!

Brain creating another thing :

Another bloggy thing...?? Ahaha~ Well guys, as opening my Tumblr account since 12nd May 2010..it will be simply different from this bloggy contents of course..( Knowing you gonna get bored).
In this particular Tumblr, I'll shared my collection of personal pictures, quotes and chat which captured my eyes and heart. Some of the content are rebloged from my fav tumbliers and for some pictures and says...you will see I'm claiming it as mine which it is from my touch of photography. Just for sharing peeps!

Click here if you can't find it ( it just the same name of this bloggy!)

http://pixienotion.tumblr.com/

Anugerah Terindah - Aril

Heart delighted to hear this :

Aril..  Herm familiar with the name? Of cos you are if you are really concern on local scene. My dear good friends, now an artist!! Yes, I did only see AF(Akademi Fantasia) just because of him...supporting a friend of course ;P. Knowing this guy since MySpace ages ago and we became a real friend because of something (Opss..citer tu perlu sebalik tabir..;P)... Funny guy plus gila2...Penat ok nak melayan....;P But well at the same time he is sooo 'manja' guy.. tapi kalau marah 'Nauzubillah' tercemar ym ku...ahaha~

Instead of singing, he can shuffle too..ermm did won The International Dancing Competition right @ Time Square..seeing him performing live show @ Planet Hollywood...those were memories zaman berzaman..hehe~

Even now, he is still a good friend of mine even he are super bz with his stuff right now (nama pun artist..what do you expect!) hehehe~ Lupa Enny mmg nk kena sekeh free je! Owh and we did shared the same month of birthday...Bila eh...carik sendiri..;P

I also donno why I had this pic of u..hermm...Its like forever in my old hardisk..;P

 Tweet2 all the time about his new song, ANUGERAH TERINDAH...ahahah~ ok2 I'll listen to it..

 Nice! Enjoy it guys...;D

p/s : Of course I miss this 'gila' guy that much! ;D

Eyes of The Beholder

Brain just wanna share :

As you know, the eyes of lovers are "glittering", this is true! Indeed it does happen that the pupil of the eye (it is the black spot inside the iris of the eye) is enlarged when you meet someone you like, but when antipathy is involved, the pupil will involuntarily shrink its dimensions. It is just like you would be looking into the light with wide open eyes; to protect your eyes, your pupil will reduce significantly and visibly in order to keep the excess light out so it would not hurt the eye, the same way when it is dark, the pupil "opens" to receive as much light as possible.

Therefore, if you want to know how the person in front of you really feels about you, take a good look at what happens with the pupil of her/his eyes.

The eyes are the mirror of the soul. Take care of your eyes with gentleness.

Joke Yang Gila ;P

Heart giggling :

Moral of the story : Lain kali jgn tanya soalan bengong...sesia je kena karang..ahahah.~ ;P

'Queen''s Day ^_^

Brain updating :

Since Thursday I got this msg " Kak..jum teman Osh beli tudung sekodi!"...ahahah~ Well knowing her who still new in wearing hijab, it's a pleasure to know her eager to make the closet full of shawls...heheh~ Go for it sis..;P Sis mu sorg ni mmg dah terlebih2 shawls dah but keep on buying every single months..BAD HABITS!huhu~

Standard place, Jalan TAR here we go...Owh bad weather...KL nowadays are horribly HOT..memang alamatnya sgt cepat la membelinya then balik!..Home is more heaven... Lagipun both of them have a date with masing2 punya Fiance and En.BF....me yang single mingle harus pulang as ada dinner with familia...weee

Drown in colourful shop..;P

Dinner time....makan je keje kau ni Cik Enny..besar nyer tidak! ooopsss....;P It was celebration of my Queen @ The Gardens Cafe in The Garden... (ironinye namanyer sama...;P) It's PACKED! But menggunakan kuasa Veto yg Cik Enny ada..heee...rahsia...we got our spot for eating..yeay!

My Queen

Pictures above all snapped by Abah...randomly...but I like...huhuh~ If you can see my hands melekat with phone as I was texting with En.Pilot yang dah nk take off to Canada...haih..need to wait another two weeks or he will make it as 2 months...mmg I turun JB tuh again to sekeh you..huh~

Ok nak pengsan! Abah tiba2 thinking of having my wedding here....erkk?? Ahahaha... All the questions habes kena shoot up the supervisor..I can just afford to smile...Adess..~ But it's kinda a cool idea...Simpan sendiri je la..heeee~ Para calon?..Pikir sat tuk 37 saat..hermmmm.......WHO??? Jeng jeng jeng...eheheh`

Right2 enough of it...talk to you later...got to work!! ;)

If There Is a Red Light...

Brain calculating :

Miracle Does Happen!

Heart bubbling :

Live your life as though nothing is a MIRACLE or live your life as though everything is MIRACLE.

Happiness is within you.

Batman VS Robin

Heart say this not brain :

O_o ....ntah bila2 masa buat benda ni kan...Yes, it is for you.. Once awak balik you can see it in 'Buku Kita'...few recipes already in it...plus with my doodling around...^_^
Pssttt ...ckp org cam biskut plak...I'm always around la. Tak hilang pun....As I said I always gonna be your Robin...;)

I Am Busy!

Brain stalking :

Skinny? Obsession or Fantasy?

Brain stating this :

They say ‘Let’s get skinny.’ I say ‘Let’s get healthy.’

They wanna see hip bones, collar bones, thigh gaps, and thin legs. I wanna see smiles, confidence, and love.

They say they want to do this so they can ‘love themselves’. I say ‘you are more than a goal & some numbers’. They may want to be one thing. Skinny. I say they can be so many things.

You can recover. You will recover.

Beauty isn’t a size. Sexy isn’t a size.  Gorgeous isn’t a size. Stunning isn’t a size.

Stop putting sizes on beauty. Beauty is not a number. Beauty is confidence. Confidence is beauty.

Be confidence..;) 

Satu Kemaafan

Heart smiling while writing this :

Sometimes SILENCE is the best medicine. How so much things stuck in my heart that I have to let it go. But somehow I'm so much 'mencintai' this friendships.

To my dearest BFs kesayangan,

Suatu saat ku kan kembali , Sungguh sebelum aku mati
Dalam mihrab cinta ku berdoa semoga
Suatu hari kau kan mengerti, Siapa yang paling mencintai
Dalam mihrab cinta ku berdoa padaNya

p/s : saya sangat rindukan awak.... tapi.... (btw please define cinta as generally....or I'm suppose in English it just state as love..its universal right)