Working Mumsy #supermak

Hati berkaca-kaca:

It has been like 2 weeks I had started again my routine as an employee to Kompeni Kaler Merah after 2 months of maternity leaves (extended another 1 week).
And it has been a week my little Audrey been taking care by a babysitter while I'm working 8.30-5.30. I'm officially a 'Working Mum'. What is like to be a working mum???
First feeling ever to leave her for works, berkaca2 rasanya mata and hati but then rethink to fulfil my another responsibility, I need to do this. Kebal, kebal!

To be true, the first week, it does feel exhausting. Yet I'm adapting it rapidly right now especially when Mr.Hubby still in 'PJJ' mode. At the same time learn how jungle things in between. Memang mode 'sotong' jadinya. Well then other mums can do this, why not me right? Positive, positive. Finding a right rhythm to make things well for everyone.

Courtesy of Google image

It's a LIE if I said I'm fully motivated to do my old things while my minds keep wondering about my baby back at home. Sedih tau. Alhamdullilah actually I have nothing to worry about as the babysitter is taking care of her well enough plus minus she is a friend to my mum. There is no trust issue at all. But still kan...dah biasa taking care of the junior me 24/7 the past 2 months suddenly need to leave her to other people, sangat rasa mismatch. Sangat rasa kehilangan. You may say it sounds like exaggerating tapi itulah apa yang I rasa right now.

Even so I didn't let it take me down for long. This is where you can always ask for a little advise from experience people and read the experiences from a great mum.
Women who can juggle school drop offs, football training, dance lessons, board meeting, cooking for husband, taking care of household, and who can still finish that annual report on time. Working Mums really are quite special, aren't they? You know if you give a task to a Working Mum, it's going to get done, and it's going to get done right. This where we become a 'SUPERMAK'. Nothing can beats that. ;D

And I found this infographic while googling, top up an additional motivation for me to be a great Working Mum!

Little Gift From Heaven #2months

Heart blessed:

Up until now, I'm still in a little bit of unbelievable mode that I am a MOM now and my little princess has turned 2 months old by this days. Time flies like a blink of eyes. Pheww! Lots of things to catch up.

Seeing her growing up healthy, beautifully made my heart blossom with priceless happiness. Looking at her as if I'm looking at a little angel from heaven, so pure. Inilah source ketenangan Puan Enny masa kini. ;D
To see her smiling, giggling, cooing and when she tried to say something, it just beyond imagination to see a 'mini' me 24/7 in front of me. Macam ni rupanya rasa of an Ibu who seeing her growing up with much love.

I know I have long path to keep on track; the journey to cherish, to nurture, to mole a little one to another great khalifah for a better world. Besar bunyi tanggungjawabnya. Yes it is! I accepted the challenge dengan hati terbuka as I do believe I will manage it at my very best macam mana para Ibu-Ibu yang hebat yang berjaya created a great person beforehand.

But of course, behind a great MOM, stands a great DAD who are the earliest gift from heaven. These two lah my harta dunia akhirat for now. I love you both to the moon and back to the earth darlings. XOXO..;)

Mummy's Obsession

Brain cascading:

Kita park gambar dulu..nanti balik KL, I'll do the proper write up k..heee~ berhabuks sudah cik bloggy ni.. ngeee... sorry!! seems si kenit non stop demanding her rights. hahahahah~

Hey hey. I'm back after sekian lama. Lama ke?? Well then, it seems writing an entry will take a longer time than before. Ada tuntutan diraja dari si royal highness princess Audrey Hepburn ni, eh silap Audrey Marissa. This little fragile manusia kecil needs most of my attention than the other things. New things to be learn every single day. Macam non stop adjusting, adapting dari benda sekecil2nya hingga sebesar2 halnya. Mujurlah I still on maternity leave and dah extended another a week extra pun. So kalau mati kutu skali pun, I still have Bonda to help me out.:D

I do not if this symptom happens to all mummies out there : we tends to forget our own needs but it become bigger needs for little one. And even we see her/him face all the time, we still miss her/him a lot! Obsess with your own child perhaps...;P

A part of that, being an online buyer yang agak tegar, nowadays no more buying things for myself (exceptional for books please..heee~) BUT it has changed to buying things for junior me. Menjadikan dia seorang 'girl', lagi terlalu banyak benda yang cute, comel become a true needs for her. Alasan je kan...ngee~ Dari rompers to headbands to educational toys to tutu dress, playgym, bottles...you named it, most of can be bought by a click on your fingertips. Easy peasy!! ;D Sampai satu tahap kena hold myself up, laptop letak jauh2...no more purchasing, sat gi bajet lari, nages sorang2. ahahaha~ Knowing me yang obsessive towards cutie mutsy thingy ni - therefore takmo tayang sangat those cute stuff to me pleassseeee... (as if it will work out @_@)

As above, these only a part of her things, it will be more to come. ;P Janji tak paw duit sesapa kannnn..hihih~