Heart said :
My type of guy is someone I look up to; someone who I wish I could be.I don't think I could ever date someone I don't look up to, whether it is for his smarts, kindness, confidence, etc.
My type of guy would be someone I can be myself in front of. I want to be able to dance around in front of him, even if I don't know shit about dancing; I want to be able to sing in front of him, even if I may not be the best out of it; I want to be able to let my emotions run wild. I want to be able to do all of this without feeling embarrassed.
My type of guy would be someone who could accept me completely; the good and bad. Even if most people would think I'm a bitch or winey or weird or whatever people call me behind my back, I would want him overlook those things and let me be who I am
My type of guy would be someone who can be satisfied just being in each others presence. I'd want him to not feel awkward if we were just sitting in the car at the back of the seat with one of our parents.
My type of guy would be someone who pays some sort of attention to me. I've never been the girl who guys really pay that much attention to. I'd like to feel like someone actually thinks I'm smart or beautiful or sexy or whatever for once in my life (but not in a creepy stalker sort of way. I have my limits after all)
My type of guy would be someone I can cry my eyes out to without feeling embarrassed. Who can wipe away my tears and my running nose with his bare hands.
I want to be the type of girl that can look past all of my guy's faults and love him just as he is no matter what stories people might tell me or how his personality is. I'll deal with the restraints he may want to put on me.
I want to be the type of girl who can tell what he's thinking. I want to be able to know when he's sad, know when he's angry so I can comfort him in whatever way possible.
I want to be the type of girl who he can be comfortable being himself with. I want him to be able to do stupid things with me; dance like a complete retard in public with me; cry his eyes out on my shoulder.
I want to be the type of girl who can make him feel complete, like the other half of him he's been searching for all of his life.
I want to be the type of girl who supports him all the way. If he wants to be a writer, I want to be making him coffee and snacks to get him through that last chapter. If he wants to be a football player, I want to be cheering him from the stands. If he wants to become an actor, I want to be clapping the loudest when he comes on stage. If he wants a be a mechanic, I want to be the one going to Petronas at three a.m. getting him oil or wrenches.
Maybe I'm just a dreamer with her head in the clouds. Maybe you guys think I'm setting my standards too high. Whatever the case, I want my future lover to know, whoever he might be, that I'll do everything I can to be the things I've mentioned above. All I ask in return is his love~
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