Jangan Izinkan Aku Jatuh Cinta Jika Belum Waktunya

Heart shy reading this :

Ya Allah,
Andai masanya belum tiba,
Jangan izinkan aku untuk jatuh cinta,
Aku memohon agar Kau tunjukkan jalan,
Agar Kau tunjukkan aku tuntutun yang perlu aku lakukan,
Jauhkanlah aku daripada kemaksiatan,
Jauhkanlah aku daripada perkara yang tidak dapat memberi manfaat,
Dan jauhkan aku daripada perkara yang Engkau murkai, Agar aku dapat menjaga diri.


Ya Allah,
Jika aku jatuh cinta,
Izinkanlah aku menyentuh hati seseorang yang hatinya tertaut pada-Mu,
Jadikanlah aku yang mencintainya kerana agama yang ada padanya,
Jika dia hilangkan agama yang ada dalam dirinya,
Maka hilanglah cintaku padanya,
Sesungguhnya, cinta yang suci itu tidak buta.

Ya Allah,
Dan jika dia mencintai aku,
Biarkanlah dia mencintai aku kerana agama itu juga,
Asalkan dia tidak lebihkan cinta kepadaku melebihi cinta kepadaMu,
Supaya cinta itu bersemi di lembayung keredhaan-Mu,
Kerna dari situ lahirlah rahmah dan mawaddah dalam rumahtangga.

Ya Allah,
Jika ini bukan masanya,
Jika ini belum saatnya,
Dan jika Kau tahu kami belum bersedia,
Selamatkan kami,
Jarakkan kami,
Pisahkan kami,
Agar kami jauh dari khilaf yang merosak izzah dan iffah,
Agar kami tak mengundang murka-MU,
Agar kami dapat lebih menjaga hati,
Agar hati menjadi yang diredhai ilahi.

Ya Allah,
Andai dia bukan untuk ku,
Andai dia bukan jodohku,
Maka berilah ganti yang lebih baik buatnya,
Berikanlah dia insan yang benar benar terbaik buat kehidupannya,
Insan yang benar-benar mampu memimpinnya ke syurga-Mu,
Dan bantulah aku untuk memperbaiki diriku,
Agar aku kukuh dalam mencari cinta-Mu.



Courtesy from : http://penpatah.blogspot.com

#Project Awesome 2012 -Collage

Brain picking up :

This is nice..thanks to all the ProjectAwesome2012 team. Such an effort to do all this. They made all the pictures I'm Awesome! to become this one big collage. Thumbs up babes! ^ ^....

Ahaha~ sekarang mari buat sesi mencari muka masing2.. Believe me who ever submitted , your face are in this my dear. Pegi cari teleskop ke, kanta pembesar ke to look at this okeh..;)

Senyum Dalam Terpaksa

Heart mumbling :

Which is true so much. Its been few days, I didn't write anything as I xnak this entry berbaur emo semata. Until a friend of mine said to me "It's OK Enny for you to be mad, or sad. It's normal. You don't have to be such a 'white scorpion here". Well said means you know me that well. Thanks dear.

Facts, when you feel down in the deep shits of feeling, just go back to your family. There is the calmer place you can be. Get nearer to HIM, it more soothing your heart than whining, emotionally fighting with your super negative feelings....You don't have to. I just wanna cry...feel like it. Fine air mata xnak kluar pulak. Maybe dah been wasted last 2 days ago. He might be have my heart, but my soul belongs to my 'pillars', which these people will just appear when I need them the most, the moment I feel lost..is where I get my strength to compose myself up again.

Just tell me what is this feeling? You eat, you can't feel the taste. You talk to people, you can't feel the warmth. You watch some stupid funny movie, you can't even laugh. That were what I felt for the past few days. I want to be mad but I have no real reason to be mad at all. Ends its killing me inside. Sad but thats the ugly truth. I can be such a faithful person but You will be a priority to me, only if I am to you.It is that hard? I don't ask for bulan bintang satelite skalipun, just a pinch of your concern my dear. MIA is not the answer that I wanna hear and bare for the time being.

To be honest , I HATE GIVING UP.

Btw, thanks to my dearest friend who being with me last Saturday. I know you guys tried hard to make me feel good. Yet, at the end of the day you still seeing the drop of my tears, even how hard I tried to hide it. To En.Pilot & Hockey boy thanks for being on the phone with me and distracted me with the other things. Really much appreciating it. To my En. Pilot, I know you are so afraid I'll be heartbroken again. Its ok. Trust me, I'll be fine within the days. See? I'm smiling right ^_^

Siblings yang xpernah penat make me smile .

What I can do is just wait. The matter will rise soon or later. Pray hard. ( Positive sgt you ni Cik Enny...have to...been forced to)..or else what I can do?

Put Your Hearts Up ♥

Heart dreaming :

Semua kes sbb rasa mengantuk, sedangkan tidur awal. Apa masalahnye ni? Ngada2 je kot. Huhu~  While listening this from last night...

Boleh pulak office ni takde power. Ok lah jum balik! Huhu...Berjalan2 membuang masa sambil tunggu all the power on, tempat wajib pergi hari2 adalah our 'Pigeon Hole'...if not mmg sampai sudah la surat2 tak sampai kat meja...

Yeayy, got this from my most fav Illustrator..Kak Emila..thank you so much sis. Huu, the personalized card also there. Memang khas for dearest Rina Salleh. Can't wait to see you this Sat! Yang penting nampak tu perkataan 'Free Gift'..I loikeeee~ -soon wanna do exchanging postcard with Kak Emi, got idea in mind just nak come up with the result.. start sketching Miss Enny...;P....sabar2.. I need to jaga orang 'sakit' ni...Soon I'll be there k honey...Sian..demam kura2 lak dia...;P

Ok peeps, gtg. Nak setel some cases. Esok cuti! Yes heaven...*sambil kelip2 mata....^___^

Move!!! Sebuk je...

Brain main2 :

HAHAHA~ Yeah move Enny moveeee!!.....okey drama je tu...leks2...chill2...sape brani nk halau I? Kuang asam tul manusia2 ni...;P

Macam nak roboh 1st floor ni kitaorg buat. Huhu~ Kisahnye warga2 MHO need to moveeee!! New year, new place, new cubicles, amik angin baru maa...Sangat la kan...padahal terpaksa....habes everyone need to reshuffled. Haishhh~ Tau tak kisah pindah randah ni sangat lah cerewet, surely jumpa sampah sarap yg tak diingini... Down!

Baru je la dpt teman sebelah yg paling cool dalam abad ni... siap dapat note comel kat bwh ni. Hahaha~ sebab.....yeah ini lah 'partner in crime' terbaik... sama2 tgk 'p*rn star' beraksi... Thanks to that special person la yg suka wat featured while webcaming with him. Tau la body tu hot! Perlu ke? ;P - ada screenshot of that, tapi kalau I post here surely jadi bahan panas2! Bergegar sarang BATMAN sorg tu. hahaha~ So makanya, biarlah menjadi koleksi diriku jua...

Tapi nyata jodoh kami hanya la 2 minggu sahaja. Sob..sob...T_____T...  Hari ni teman cubicle sebelahku melafazkan ini..

Apa punya kejam lah kan? Huuu..nages...Orang sebuk2 pindah randah, mengemas, shred papers mana2 xpatut, alihkan kerusi meja.... Tapi kami masih sempat doing this...! Sebagai tanda perpisahan...

Takde rupa sedih langsung...ini lah definisi 'sedih' kami....senyum nampak gigi mampu mengaburi segalanya. #eh...ayat BM ku jadi melampau2 metaforanya sejak2 bersama si dia...;P

Macam baru perasan, rupanya 4 devilish been spreading out to 4 sudut yang berlainan. Memang sengaja kan pisah2 kami begini, agar tak huru hara floor ni (memang sumpah tak jd keje bila kami start membisingkan diri..huuu) Takpe lah, macam tak biasa melawat kawasan Adun kan...

Last but not least, meh baca pantun terbaru dari guru BM terhebat saya..and silalah jangan muntah ijau k...;P Dia suka berbahasa jiwa bangsa yang tak tercapai kelayakan ku...hik3...

Bidadara berbuah bidara,

di singgah sana bersama si jelita,

wahai cinta layanan istimewa,

diri b ni syg yg punya.

                                                                                                 -ZZ

* kini berada di kwsn baru yang sedikit isolated...layan je...yang penting jauh dari kawasan terancam..huhu~

'KG' Attitude!

Brain cannot think :

Really can't brain this...Just look at this..

RX8 yang telah dicalar2kan...hak milik En.Batman saya. sad gile

Di kala2 terasa hari penuh sempurna, maklumlah hari Isnin kan...skali looking at this at my dearest Akasha page...OMG! What the happen dude? Terus whatsapp..pantas dari nak post comments kt FB tu. Dapat jawapan on the spot. Batman saya pasti jwb soklan Robin dia ni dgn pantas ASAP. huhu~

According to him, these damage has been done by don't know how many people who are so retarded mind doing this out of nothing. Happened in one negeri I would not mention here... huu~ sat gi kata BIAS! So xpe la kan...He just being there attending his lil sis wedding. Halloooo...what's wrong with you guys? Some more siap spit on the car. Euwww...memang kecacatan otak korang ni. Owh gosh, why la there are so many people with this mentaliti...I know you guys from kampung...me love kampung too...but this kind of attitude memang 'KG' habes.

Please you guys, don't put yourself as a third countries mentality which I think they are much better though. I do believed we already learned about civics from home, from school.... from our environment. Ni memang betul sivik semua letak kat kaki je. I feel for you. Kesian.

To Akasha, I know you dah nk jadi raksasa ijau dah hadap these kind of retarded people. Sabar2, tomorrow masuk workshop kan..Your red baby gonna be super hot again. Takmo sedih2 okey, you gonna fly over to Oman to see your sweetheart right. Can't wait to see you guys back in KL. ;)

Berpantun??

Heart smiling when receiving this :

Rama2 terbang di dahan,

hingap di mawar indah kembangnye,

naga di sini dah x tahan,

mencari perampas kunci hatinye

Malam hujan.dingin harinya,

dibalut ihram dr selimut,

syg b pd syg tiada bandingnya,

nama si rama2 sering di sebut-sebut..

                                                                                                      Nukilan : ZZ

p/s : gosh, disangkakan dia nak type cerpen tadi. Rupanya sang the other half merangka PANTUN. owh my... Thanks dear...( even tgh tahan gelak ni...sweet tapi sounded like ada unsur2 lain..ahahah~) Btw, I'm going to reply with this...

I miss you like the moon misses the sun, destined to chase it till the end of time.

Have You Feel This?

Heart singing :

Tetiba plak kan...;P.. Terima kasih untuk video conference beberapa hari bersama Personal Trainer terhebat, makhluk Tuhan paling sexy ..( mmg mau la dia baca ni, he will bundled up my 'punishment'..owh tdk!) #ada ku kisah?..huhu~ ;P

 

Have you feel this before? Surely la kan..sometimes it just happened randomly that make us annoyed out of nowhere. Grumpy? Ha, it is ultimatum causes by this. But it does make no rights for you to throw your tantrum to people who don't deserve it. Xmo2 ikut perasaan...Tuhan marah...huhu~

This are much earth heaven. How small things can just make you happy in small way.  ^_^

Mojo Come Back Please

Brain insisting :

I'm Such A Troublemaker

Brain activating :

Here the defense...

1! 2! 3!

When I look into your eyes, I'm a Trouble Maker
When I stand next to you, I'm a Trouble Maker
Little by little, more more more
As we go on, more more more
Now I can't help my heart either

* I'll keep being in front of you so you can't forget me
I'll keep shaking your heart so you can't escape me
I will steal your lips and run far away
I'm a Tro a a albe - Trouble, Trou, Trouble Maker

Trouble Maker Trouble Maker
Trouble Maker Trouble Maker

I will bite your heart and run away like a cat
You will keep getting irritated, so come to me and get mad
My sexy walk ignites the inside of your head
The slight skinship - your eyes on your face say you can't take it anymore

As I go on, you'll fall even deeper - I like you the more I get to know you baby
I think I am drunk with thoughts of you Lady
I never never never stop

Trouble Maker Trouble Maker
Trouble Maker Trouble Maker

How can I put you in my heart (Trouble Maker)
Now I will go wherever my heart takes me
I never never stop - I can't stop

Emo Kot

Heart shaking :

“Sometimes, we’re too into the moment to look at the big picture. We fail to see things in perspective because we’re too absorbed in what’s taking place at that very instance. The thing is we should face reality. Find ourselves from being lost in the moment and think about everything the way it is. Because sometimes being realistic can save us from pain and disappointment.” 

p/s: maybe it just my pusingan to come...that's why I feel such a distraction. o_0

Dear You

Heart trying hard to say :

Dear you,

Yes you.

The one with fake smile that you work on to make it look real, the one who laughs when is necessary – so you don’t raise suspicion, the one that plays along with everything so nothing seems wrong, the one with the default answer “I’m fine”.

Things will get better- whether it’s tomorrow, the next day, in a week, a year, or 10 years. Things don’t always work themselves out as quick and we want them to, they take time. And over that time, you’ll learn. You will learn about more things than you ever thought, but most importantly, you’ll learn about yourself.

This too shall past.

Faith

Heart make it short :

I Do Adore

Brain synching :

It keep on ringing in my ears...as when my significant other dedicated this song to me sambil makan sandwich Subway.. blur kejap..Thanks to Subway KL Sentral who played such happening playlist on that day. We were totally enjoying it with scene agak2 we almost make that place as tempat bapak kitaorg.. Owh lupa ada shareholder besar punye..Ahahah..

This...

 David Guetta - Without You ft. Usher

I won't soar, I won't climb
If you're not here I'm paralyzed without you, without you

I can't look, I'm so blind
Lost my heart, I lost my mind without you without... You!

And this for You..;)

Mindy Gledhill - I Do Adore

Hello, how are you my darling today?
I fall into a pile on the floor
Puppy love is hard to ignore
When every little thing you do
I do adore

Nyte peeps!! Let meet Monday in one hour time..huhu~

Alfie Julian In Da' Houz!

Heart blissfully :

Putrajaya was being a place for me to meditate yesterday. Meditasi la sangat. Actually dah janji dgn Diva Sidek tu nk pegi visit my dearest coolios warga2 PTD.. to see their newborn... Asyik adoring by pictures dr page Adrian je kan...now I want see the kiddo 'LIVE'... 

Ha special one, my parents were there too sbb this couple are really close to my family. Slalu datang visit bersama..Comel and sgt sweet..

Tapi kisahnya, Abah xbawak camera, En.Diva tu pun xbawak...Sdkit hampes di situ.. BB saya jd mangsa...Tapi okey je..Next around okey Alfie...;P

See? He just still one month plus tapi smgt! Best..

Mummy jgn kacau me!Ahaha~

Apalah Alfie ni ngh buat?Heheh~

You are so much adorable Alfie Julian

Ha..the parents...Ainul & Adrian..sbb tu the baby pun nama Alfie...A power! ;P

p/s : kisah kami xabes...sbb sudahnya bersama Diva tu...kami sesat almost two hours dr Putrajaya ke Saujana Putra.. Pheww... Papago yang sgt tak membantu...ahahah~

#Project Awesome 2012 (Edisi PixieNotion)

Brain stimulating: 

Pic2 lain telah disubmit via email to #PA2012...heheh~ later I compiled and exposed it here okey.. WE'RE AWESOME! Tetiba plak kan...;)

#Project Awesome 2012

Brain smiling :

Salahkan Twitter kesayangan, my TL drained by this special project update. Ahaha~ Its not a bad thing peeps. Out of curiousity, I've started to follow and Like their fan page in FB and..........
Wow, kinda cool effort!

With one fine 'nawaitu', this team want to boost up self-esteem of everyone saying all of us are AWESOME! Easy peasy way to support them. Follow this steps :

1. Write on paper or anywhere that you can think (creatively done- cincai tulis pun boleh, tulisan korang kan cantik..hehe)
2. Hold it, snap your own picture -eleh macam x biasa snap pic sendiri2 kan. Jangan malu2..;P
3. Submit to projectawesome2012@yahoo.com or twitpic je kat twitter mereka.
4. Siap!! ;)

p/s : Dateline this 12 February 2012...cepat2...

Btw, you can also refer to their own blog...click here...

Project Awesome 2012

Official poster of the project -pinjam jap!

Hey Enny, tulis je pandai where your own picture?? Ok garu dahi jap....Jap2...tengah buat prop ni...akan esok ku ganggu satu ofis ni snap pic for this project. Miahaha~ Ya Allah niat!!...Eh bukan suh gi perang, snap pic je pun...less than 1 minutes..SMILE! Snap!

My own project for them :
Friday : MHO's menjadi sasaran.
Saturday : My own dearest PTD's friends gonna be mangsa2 seterusnya
Sunday : Sebelum 12.00 am -12022012 gonna submit all of the pictures. ;)

Esok kita guna ni okeh..

Wait for it babes! Nak join? Jum...;P

I Dare You

Brain provoking :

p/s: we'll see how many dare to hold this. Believe me there will be someone that special one will appreciate the whole 100% of you.

Unpredictable Beautiful ♥

Heart saying :


Life is so full of unpredictable beauty and strange suprises. Sometimes the beauty is too much for me to handle. So you know that feeling?
When something is just too beautiful? When someone says something or writes something or plays something that moves you to the point of tears, maybe even changes you.

I found this kinda of cute song, first time listen to it sounds kinda funny but yeah it seems like the story of us. ;) -tapi bab lirik you dah berpunya tu xla kan....;P

Tasha Manshahar - Be Mine

" Ia refleksi daripada setiap layanan you pada I sebelum ni...you bagi I kebahagiaan, kebahagiaan juga I balas..untuk hargai you sebaik mungkin. Kerana you yang terbaik, sangat I perlukan wahai bidadariku " - Zainal Zuhry  ♥

Official

Heart berbunga :

04 February 2012

Love is in the air

Termeterai janji kasih separa life partner (bole plak kan) ;p

p/s: tulis ni je bole x? Hehe

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Mari Belajar Kelas BM bersama Cik Enny ;P

Brain speculating :

Kata Ganti Nama ???

Ha meh sini, hari ni kita buat kelas Bahasa Melayu/Malaysia pun boleh. Hee~

Tiba2 terfikir tentang kata ganti nama ni, ye la slalunya kan kita guna macam2 panggilan dalam membahasakan diri bila bercakap dengan orang lain. Ada kisahnya…kejap lagi cerita. Sabar2. Kita belajar asas dia dulu okeh.

Mari2..

Ganti Nama Diri
Kata Ganti Diri Pertama

1. Kata ganti diri pertama ialah kata yang digunakan untuk menggantikan diri orang yang bercakap.
2. Kata ginti diri pertama terbahagi kepada dua, iaitu yang berbentuk tunggal dan yang berbentuk jamak.

Ha nampak tu? Meh cek nak habaq mai contoh dia pula. Kita bagi yang common sense punyalah, karang kurang faham pulak. Selalu kamu2 semua guna yang mana? Jeng2...hey motif kau nak jeng2? ;P

Keluarga 

Mostly akan guna 'saya awak' ataupun membahasakan ikut hierarchy , 'AbangLong, Kaklong, Adik dan sewaktu dengannya. Atau pun guna nama sendiri2 je. 

Kawan-kawan

Owh, ini memang banyak sangat, yang tak ada dalam kamus pun masuk. Semua di atas, 'wa lu'- huh urban sangat ke?, 'i you'-mat salleh la plak kan. Takpun guna nama sendiri - bunyi manja sikit. Paling best 'kita awak' -teringat zaman sekolah dulu memang selalu guna yang ini; comel kot. ;P

Kekasih

Hahah. Sebelum nak diterangkan dah nak gelak dulu. Opps..Ok2, berbalik pada topik. 'I You', 'Saya Awak', pengunaan nama sendiri itu semua mula2 je. Once dah declare katanya, yeah time to change. 'Abang Sayang', 'B, Ayang', 'Kanda Dinda'- kadang2 suka guna ni , feeling2 bahasa istana, 'Cinta Hunny' dan macam2 lagi la. List semua karang korang muntah pulak. Ahaha~ Paling tak boleh diterima akal -'Mummy Daddy' , 'Mama Papa'- erkk ni dah kawin ke? Geli telinga ni ha. Ish2....

Kesimpulannya, panggilan semua ni terpulang pada diri masing2, tujuan wujudnya nama pengganti diri adalah untuk menunjukkn rasa hormat pada seseorang bila kita bercakap. Jangan pulak time baik, hati bunga2, sayang, intan payung, permata berlian, segala la yang manis2 belaka. Kala bergaduh, hati emo, yeah amik kau...keluar semua 'aku kau jantan betina'- terkedu jugak la kan. Habis hilang sopan santun dah. 

Dik, kalau awak tuh berbeza belasan tahun dengan cik abang tu, ke pakcik makcik mana2 ke, bawak2 bersopan sikit, hormat la sikit, ni bercakap pun dah tak guna akal, syaitanirajim dalam kepala eh? Penggunaan 'aku kau' tu teramatlah sangat kurang ajar atau nak sedapkan ayat 'kurang asam punya budak'. Sedih. Ish2... Sebab itu orang kata, kita boleh menilai seseorang melalu percakapan dia. Betul kan?

Ok la sekian kelas bahasa untuk hari ini ;P

Candid Shots!

Brain itching :

Owh gosh, the album like I was everywhere. As I said before, this photog mmg sangat mengada. Owh Diva! Pe la yang you shot ni. I yang short kejap kepala tengok 820 pictures ni. Pening2, nak juling I dibuatnya..
Khatam dah semua gambar tu..pheww naseb takde my picture playing with GG's solemnization baju kurung. ;P
You cakap la macam mana skali pun, pic tu memang xde. Ke you buat simpanan you ni? Ish2...

Some of random candid pic of me. Thanks to him, Diva Sidek (CreativCube). - actually banyak je lagi, I just picked some sebagai tanda saya menjadi mangsa pada hari itu...heee~

Listening to tok imam yang duk membebel apa ntah..

Done with the akad..yeayy! Alhamdullilah

Random je tau dia ni...dah dlm gelap masa ni...haishh

Baru ready tapi tu pun xtau apa purpose. Haiyoo

Memang tugasan wajib, membetulkan baju si pengantin..huhu~

Here my lovely GF

Malas bawak DSLR, so polaroid camera jadi teman..;)

Apa je yang xdisnap diva ni. Terpaksa cover muka dah..haha~