Challenge? Sanggup? Tak Sanggup?

Brain tickling :

Saje kan entry...pe yang sanggup pe yang tak sanggupnya nye ntah...hahaha~
Takde simply said...Terasa lately ni ramai yang bertanya, ramai yang terebah hatinya, ramai yang terguris jiwanya..huish ayat kau Cik Enny. :P
Semua pun sebab cabaran! Cobaan! Dogaan! Ish2...
Ehhhh...back to the real story...

As I said...the word of 'Challenge' tu berat sebenarnya...tapi it depends on how people take it. If you rasa challenge tu bole mematangkan you, take it in a good way, jadi motivasi, jadi visi, jadi bukti.


Tapi if you take it as perkara yang membebankan, memang la jawabnya the combination of your heart feeling going to be so much negative - nak marah la, emo mengalahkan orang PMS, busy mengalahkan PM (ke buat2 busy?), frustrated if you tak achieve what you want.
Tak ke menduga jiwa dan raga tu?

Work (Rotation Challenges)

Work load yang tetiba super banyak, sampai rs otak exhausted. Beza ok rasa otak or badan yang exhausted. But this is what I'm facing when I accepted the challenge to be back in GHO. Rasa reluctant at the first place tapi sampai bila kan..

So nak taknak kena clear in mind, empty kan semua mindset I penah setkan before.

And the result being here, my networking getting bigger as I got to see all the bosses, all the staff, make new friends (tapi I'm kinda put some distance a bit as I just don't want to feel bonded again.....sedih bila nak melepaskan) -some 'peminat' pun ye gak. Ahaha~ Takpe la, by means ada org sentiasa memerhatikan I kan ;P. Plus point, here I need to learn in very fast phase, all my super senior semua mcm superman mengajar. nasib I have photographic memory. Dan2 je...hehe

But then ada je jugak yg sampai skrg reluctant much, frustrated, demotivated la senang cerita. My dear friend, I faham why you being like that. Just try to survive yeah. Takmo byk sgt mengeluh, tak dapat apa pun. Fikir negative byk sgt pasal orang pun kan penat tu. So just take it as what it is. If rasa susah sgt, rewind balik to your niat yang asal, you come to work for what? Tanya hati tu.

Love 

Ini banyak sangat kisahnya. My own, my friends..macam2 la..

For me, having another half yg sangat kontra with me sebenarnya sgt challenging. Tak sabar mmg kelaut jawabnya. Lagi2 I'm in a long distance relationship. So nak test kesabaran tu mmg kejap je turun naik. Again tanya hati la kan.

Having a different character, different view, different interest kinda make me pening sometimes but in the fun way. Weird right? Donno! Must BE I LOVE HIM SO MUCH i think...huuu cheesy much! ;D

Penat la jugak nak learn here and there tapi we can always take phase by phase. InsyaAllah usia tu panjang lagi. Hari2 belajar benda baru. Kan seronok tu? Rasa nak emo? Go do your thing sesenyap kjap then reconcile balik. Jangan la jd budak2 sgt. Dah la layak nak jd mak pak org dah. Heee~

Cute Doodle for Moms Pizza!

Heart happily:

Customized specially made for our own product 'Moms Pizza'...
Cute!
Gonna make in rubber stamp and being a part of our packaging. ;D
Thanks Athirah for this doodle. So gonna keep in touch with you again for another project.
Much love.

Refrain

Much of my past lies dormant,
like a tattered quilt hidden in the attic
too precious to discard,
too damaged to display.

I have surreptitiously torn some pages from the book
even unseen, unwritten, unrecorded
these pages, these songs of my life
remain part of the greater stort

and the writer knows they exist.

Pizzeria Fiesta!!

Business brain take the place :

Lai, lai...mari2..abang, kakak, adik, pakcik makcik...
Bagi yang biasa to see my homemade dishes in here or in the FB itself. Now we make it serious talk! And now we presenting you our newly homemade product for sale!!

It's already out there as we have our own agent dah. Hehe~ Pantas kan...
We have three different flavors of SEAFOOD, COLD CUTS AND ROASTED CHICKEN. Nyumss!
Ingredients handpicked by Abah who have the background in F&B industries. Made with love by Mak and packaging by Me - in the middle creating a special doodle for this too ;P
Owh come in two different sizes. Besar and sederhana. You can find us in FB too. Eh google je la for sure jumpa jugak kot. ahahah~

So anything for order : you can just email me directly, comment kat sini pun bole..;D

Belajar Bersyukur

Heart felt :

Nikmat mana yang nak didustakan? Terlalu banyak masa yang kita ambil untuk mengeluh, merengek dan menyesali atas perkara yang tak perlu.
Tapi kita tetap nak buat mcm tu kan...tak menyalahkan sesiapa pun.
Kadang2 ia sekadar nak memuaskan hati walaupun tau sebenarnya takde kesan apa pun. Saje nak buang masa, merengek2 pada orang tersayang takpun paling mudah bercerita pada orang yang totally strangers to us - sebab tak jumpa dah lepas tu.;P So cerita sekadar bercerita alkisahnya.

Tapi sebenarnya kita lupa, nikmat yang Tuhan bagi lebih jauh banyaknya dari kesusahan yang sepincing tu. DIA baru nak test sikit, kita dah meroyan sana sini. Alahai...before you do that. why not just stay still and think. Orang kata muhasabah diri... Try to look back what you have done before before menyalahkan orang, menyalahkan keadaan and putting the word IF all over the place.
Nages tau nak ngadap orang spesis camni hari2...tapi ku pasrah kan jua..hehe.
I just take it as a process for me to learn about myself dari gerak tata cara orang lain.
I know you curious but don't question too much. Sometimes the answer you been looking for just floating around you. Look deep and feel hard. It does help.

Pencari Hati

Brain stimulating :

Eh ada ke pencari hati? Ada! Ni spesis baru punya. Hiks...
Menjadi perkerjaan baru plak tetiba kena jadi 'penjodoh bilangan' ni...atau nama lainnya pencari jodoh. Huu mcm terer sangat je.

Had a conversation between 2 hati serentak buat diri rasa nk gelak guling2 jugak sebab?
ASSUME! OVER THINK! TAKUT! Ehhhh confront je la. Ish!
Sabar je la.. Boleh tahan nk dengar luahan hati dan perasaan ni.
Tapi tiba2 ada rasa sesuatu...but after analyzing it..I knew this just aroused stands from our platonic friendship.
Haih...
This is were my Cinta asked: "belajar melepaskan.."

Reading about it..I did found out quite interesting statement from some research about this platonic definition...

Baby In The Houz'

Heart fulled:

With love! When you have 3 babies around, what you gonna do?
Baby kecik, baby sederhana, baby besar....It's really required different way of attention. Nak pengsan jap boleh x?

Mohammad Aisy Rayyan Shah

Yang kecit ni dah tentu2 akan seek attention all the time, xbg attention pun I will pamper him...dah kata 'maklong'..;P
Yang 'sederharhana' tu..hermm...need some extra attention. Need to mold him to be a lil bit of me. Hu sgt challenge!
Yang 'besar' ...never fail to me smile with his lil baduts way...the one that I need to tender and care as he is my LIFE. ;D

Kerana Tugasan (Malacca Spot)

Brain tickling:

Basically just feel kinda tired a bit...penangan hari ni tetiba kena selsema pulak...-_-..sungguh xbest!
Main ujan kah smlm? Eh time dah tdo baru hujan...ke sebab en.aircond yang memang tak boleh bertolenrasi. Deng!
Tapi semalam duk makan saje keje, xnak citer plak kan..ahaha~..
Oppss...macam taktau Melaka is one of the place yang memang syurga makanan.;P
So kerja ke tak kerja ke..makan tu penting!

Duduk kat hotel yang sgt strategik menyebabkan terasa heavennya nk berjalan2..(sebelum ttba hujan lebat). Teka2 hotel apa tu? hahahah~

Courtesy En.Google

Sempat je jejalan kat Jonker Street- the night market, strolling sepanjang riverside Sg.Melaka - feeling2 bajet kat Venice and cari tempat asam pedas best!. Sume gara2 kena duk bebel si putera lilin sorg tu..'makan tak sedap..siap u!'...Ehhhh....makanya bersungguh2 la google tempat best, last2 tanya makcik2 kat situ gak..sonang koje den.;P...makanya navigation GPS dlm kete dia la jadi mangsa. Hik3..

But for sure for one thing, need to heret En.Cinta datang sini again, too many interesting spot yg cantik for his street photography. Tak best berangan sesorg... Heee~ Even dia dah datang hari tu, but he was doing his assignments... mesti dia xnampak tempat2 I mentioned ni.. kan kan kan..

Negaraku dalam Panggung Wayang? Huih!

Heart blessed:

Sangkakan it just a rumor by itself. But then when I was waiting to watch a movie with Cinta, biasalah sebelum start cerita sure banyak iklan or trailer of coming soon movies, suddenly those promo of 'Pesanan Terakhir' and 'Tanah Tumpahnya Darah' came across. Huishh..patriotik sgt ni. Not enough with that, lagu NEGARAKU berkumandang!

Secara spontannya all of us yang ada dalam pawagam tu semua berdiri. Tak kisah la what race sekalipun, they all are just so sporting to just stand straight while lagu Negaraku was playing. Macam cannot brain this, lagu Negaraku inside the cinema itself? But yes, that is the thing is happening in our beloved country nowadays. Macam sangat comel, lagi2..a part of us semangat nyanyi sungguh2 sekali. Sapa kata rakyat M'sia tak hargai and xmenghormati negara sendiri? Here the bukti itself. I can't stop smiling when remembering those moment and being a part of it.

Semangat patriotik tu sebenarnya sentiasa ada di hati setiap orang..but well yeah some of us just pretend to ignore it, deniable..xpenat ke? Jujur je la pada hati tu. Kan lagi mudah ;D  Tengok wayang pun boleh belajar hormatkan negara sendiri with a simple gesture as that. Tak suruh pun bergolok bergadai kalau tak mampu.
So sambil tengok wayang tu janganlah buat wayang sndri kan...*tepuk dahi.

And yes! Please do enjoy this.... lirik dia sgt2 la special...thanks Petronas for this awesome clip!!