Challenge? Sanggup? Tak Sanggup?

Brain tickling :

Saje kan entry...pe yang sanggup pe yang tak sanggupnya nye ntah...hahaha~
Takde simply said...Terasa lately ni ramai yang bertanya, ramai yang terebah hatinya, ramai yang terguris jiwanya..huish ayat kau Cik Enny. :P
Semua pun sebab cabaran! Cobaan! Dogaan! Ish2...
Ehhhh...back to the real story...

As I said...the word of 'Challenge' tu berat sebenarnya...tapi it depends on how people take it. If you rasa challenge tu bole mematangkan you, take it in a good way, jadi motivasi, jadi visi, jadi bukti.


Tapi if you take it as perkara yang membebankan, memang la jawabnya the combination of your heart feeling going to be so much negative - nak marah la, emo mengalahkan orang PMS, busy mengalahkan PM (ke buat2 busy?), frustrated if you tak achieve what you want.
Tak ke menduga jiwa dan raga tu?

Work (Rotation Challenges)

Work load yang tetiba super banyak, sampai rs otak exhausted. Beza ok rasa otak or badan yang exhausted. But this is what I'm facing when I accepted the challenge to be back in GHO. Rasa reluctant at the first place tapi sampai bila kan..

So nak taknak kena clear in mind, empty kan semua mindset I penah setkan before.

And the result being here, my networking getting bigger as I got to see all the bosses, all the staff, make new friends (tapi I'm kinda put some distance a bit as I just don't want to feel bonded again.....sedih bila nak melepaskan) -some 'peminat' pun ye gak. Ahaha~ Takpe la, by means ada org sentiasa memerhatikan I kan ;P. Plus point, here I need to learn in very fast phase, all my super senior semua mcm superman mengajar. nasib I have photographic memory. Dan2 je...hehe

But then ada je jugak yg sampai skrg reluctant much, frustrated, demotivated la senang cerita. My dear friend, I faham why you being like that. Just try to survive yeah. Takmo byk sgt mengeluh, tak dapat apa pun. Fikir negative byk sgt pasal orang pun kan penat tu. So just take it as what it is. If rasa susah sgt, rewind balik to your niat yang asal, you come to work for what? Tanya hati tu.

Love 

Ini banyak sangat kisahnya. My own, my friends..macam2 la..

For me, having another half yg sangat kontra with me sebenarnya sgt challenging. Tak sabar mmg kelaut jawabnya. Lagi2 I'm in a long distance relationship. So nak test kesabaran tu mmg kejap je turun naik. Again tanya hati la kan.

Having a different character, different view, different interest kinda make me pening sometimes but in the fun way. Weird right? Donno! Must BE I LOVE HIM SO MUCH i think...huuu cheesy much! ;D

Penat la jugak nak learn here and there tapi we can always take phase by phase. InsyaAllah usia tu panjang lagi. Hari2 belajar benda baru. Kan seronok tu? Rasa nak emo? Go do your thing sesenyap kjap then reconcile balik. Jangan la jd budak2 sgt. Dah la layak nak jd mak pak org dah. Heee~