Dear kekasih halalku, imamku, dunia akhirat ku, suamiku,
It's been like 4 months plus we got married. Ever since now and then, we been through so many emotion at times. Happy, scared, worried sick, confuse, hurts, lonely, missing like 'heaven' but we never failed to fall in love more than ever every single day. Do we?
Being with you is a gift I can't deny no more. Betul la ketenangan B tu satu tranquillity that complete me. In a way you know how to calm me down when 'ribut taufan' your Bulan ni melanda. But you still stand smiling even I know you do hurts too and never tired to hugs and kiss my forehead with full of love. You never failed to make me smile again in your own special way.
Berjauhan? We both do feel the painful missing. Itu rindu yang sangat yang menyeksakan. Tapi we did foresee this from the start kan. Tapi Nini pasti Allah tu lebih mengetahui apa yang lebih baik dan apa yg DIA rencanakan for us are for the better. Just believe in that sayang.
I know diri ini tak secantik Balqis, tak setulus Zulaikha, tak sekuat Sarah, tak sesempurna Siti Khadijah tapi I will be your own version of Enny Nursuliza *dengan izinNya yang akan sentiasa menyayangi, menjagai, mencintai tanpa rasa khilafnya untuk mu suami yang bernama Mohd Hasif.
I once said this through this blog itself years back when I wrote something for 'my dear future husband' a letter.....
Be my 'noor' of my eyes,
Sultan of my heart.
Now....
You are my 'noor' of my eyes,
Sultan of my heart,
Biggest of all your are my dunya akhirat.
Ya Allah Yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang,
Kau lah yang lebih Maha Mengetahui,
Kau bimbinglah kekuatan ku,
Kau tetapkanlah hati dan imanku,
Semoga diriku dapat menjadi isteri yang senantiasa cantik di mata,
Mampu menjaga telinga dia dengan berita gembira,
Mampu menjaga lidah dia dengan makanan penuh selera,
Mampu menjaga hati dengan memberikan dia selalu rasa bahagia,
malah, mampu menjadi isteri di dunia dan syurga di sana.
Amin.
From,
Yang bergelar Isteri
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