Monday, October 28, 2013

For You & Only You ♥

Heart giggling:

To my dear love,

For you, nothing in this world I would ever trade
You are more precious to me than a dazzling Jade
From every trouble of life, you have given me bail
On your birthday I wish you, a long life hearty and hale

 p/s: Sorry for not celebrating with you at this moment. Work calls..-___-...
Well then, it always gonna be a special day for you my dear Mr.PTD, Peanut Butter and Cinta. 
We gonna make it up later nak tggu nk sampai 4th Jan? Hehehe ;)

Sunday, October 27, 2013


Brain hearing:'s so obvious kan I was not writing that much this month.
A part of the October not being so good, eh kejap bukan the month being not so good cuma.....too many things to cope, to be handle...till sometimes I wish I can replace my brain with another one.
Works, love, events..haihh~ ok2 tak baik mengeluh. Shhhhh negative vibes! Gi main jejauh...Dush!

Basically nothing much pun..must be it towards some dates yang reminded me of something.
Something yang bisa membuatkan air mata berguguran tanpa diminta..
It's been a while, but then life goes on right..

"You don't have to worry about me anymore, jatuh bangun nya me right now...someone will pull me over, hold me and heal me again and again. All your advises, your concern, your appreciation always gonna have his own soft spot in my heart. Which kindness I can deny? When at one time, you the one who hold me straight, who saw me when no one ever seen me before, the one who nurture my soul of what I am today. It's time for me to let you go for good dear. Trust me will you? I will be perfectly fine. Please 'memories'..just fade away, please for me? "

I do hope so my October next year will be the most beautiful October it will be.

Friday, October 25, 2013

Just Feel Like It

I guess everyone had felt such way before that right? With no reason, with no valid answer....we just feel like crying by our own. 

Friday, October 18, 2013

I Met You

Heart monolog :

I spent a  lot of time
searching for affection
in shallow spaces

I gave people bits of me
they didn't deserve
ang I let myself be hurt,
because I thought
that's what I deserved

But once I let go
of tring to shove puzzle pieces
in places that did not fit,
once I let go of all the hate
I secretly had stored in the
gashes that decorate my heart

I met you

Tuesday, October 1, 2013

The Big 5!

Brain do the shout out! 

Happy Ennyversary to myself! 
Sesungguhnya it's been 5 years dah I'm with this beloved KKM -pstt tu bukan nama orang, tu nama samaran company ku..heee~
Jatuh bangun, am growing up here and there,
Crying, fall sick
Macam2 kisah and yet I'm still here.
Loyal much!