Monday, January 30, 2012

GG's Big Day!! ♥♥♥

Heart feel warmth :

Finally!! This entry suppose to be yesterday night been posted. Tapi gara2 kepenatan, sudahnya phone nth ke mana, tab pun ke mana. AJL? lagi la...heheh~ Xpenting pun kan...;P
* tarik nafas dlm2

To my dear GF, now you isteri seseorang, segalanya berubah dalam satu akad. (Hebat Adly sebut 11411.11 tu sekali nafas je..heheh). I am really happy for you dear. Takde apa yang I inginkan adalah kebahagian rumah tangga you. Pasang surut tuh perkara biasa kan. Keep strong, believe your faith. You never alone. Deep in my heart, I terasa kehilangan but actually we never lost each other. Like you mum said to me masa kat masjid tu..
"Takpe, Mak Pie lepas sorang, ada lagi sorang ni anak ni, budak kecik ni (referring to myself)...anak angkat sorang ni kan? " she smiling.
Thanks Aunty sbb anggap Enny sebahagian dari family Aunty and accepting me as your own daughter. InsyaAllah doakan rezeki Enny ye. ;)

You never lost me as a friend or a sister sayang. I will be always here as I am being here for Awin. You know I am willing to do anything to make you two happy enough with your life. From the most happiest moment to the worst moments, I saved it, I sealed as part of my soul.. as part of my journey...part of my stories.

I dedicated this song for you and Adly...

Congratulations dear! Hugss kekuat...hee~  Pictures2 ini hanya la dari my BB sebab masa ku dipenuhi dengan DIVA Sidek..photographer giler. ;P ooppsy!

You are just so lovely dear
Tuh photog mahal kitaorg ..imported from KKM. Diva Sidek!
My another angel with her hubby who is my fren too..(Kecik sungguh dunia)
 p/s: pictures lain nanti I kidnap dari diva sorang tu k..heheh~ - which camera dia asik shooting me up.Hey motif?? Sekarang bukan masa tuk portraiture , its MOMENT! ;P

Friday, January 27, 2012

Smitten Kitten

Heart missing :

I've been reading this term from Axioo; one of my fav photog ever.

"Smitten Kitten is a term used to describe a person who is madly, wonderfully, deliriously in love.

Being in love is like no other feeling in the world. To have someone to look forward to every waking hour, and smile when falling asleep. For me, the feeling of head over heel feels like Christmas eve. When you are in love, suddenly your Blackberry ping sounds so romantic, not because of the sound but who sends you the message. The emoticon smile sent by him comes alive and makes you smile ear to ear. It's funny how the simplest thing now become so colorful. Everything changes now, the love songs made so much sense to you.
For those who are single, I wish you smitten kitten moments that sweep you off your feet."

How sweet he elaborated the meanings..

Thursday, January 26, 2012

How to Stay Happy Peeps!!

Courtesy from FB status :
1. Throw out nonessential numbers. This includes age, weight and height. Let the doctors worry about them, this is why you pay them.

2. Keep only cheerful friends… The grouches pull you down. (Keep this in mind if you are one of those grouches!)

3. Keep learning. Learn more about the computer, art, history, gardening, whatever! Never let the brain get idle. “An idle mind is the devil’s workshop.” And the devil’s name is Alzheimer’s!

4. Enjoy the simple things.

5. Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath. And if you have a friend who makes you laugh, spend lots and lots of time with him or her!

6. The tears happen. Endure, grieve. Then go on. The only person who is with us our entire life is our self. LIVE while you are alive. Those who loved you but are gone will understand and applaud!

7. Surround yourself with what you love. Whether it’s family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies or whatever. Your home is your refuge.

8. Cherish your health. If it is good, preserve it. If it is unstable, improve it. If it is beyond what you can improve, get help.

9. Don’t take guilt trips. Take a trip to the mall, even to a foreign country, but NOT to where the guilt is.

10. Tell the people you love that you love them, at every opportunity.
                                                                                                               - Augusstine 2012

I Won't Give Up

Heart wanna sing this out :

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not
And who I am

Personality Test?

Out of brain curiosity:

This entry actually continuously from the previous contest. Gara2 membelek sakan searching for some killer answers for kak Emila, termelekat with this one entry : PERSONALITY TEST! Wuuu cam menarik!

Here the link :

I really did the test, and here we go with all the results.

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you. 
(really meh? heheh)
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior. 
(yes, time to play around yaww)
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
(that the most right thing to right? bahaya pakai terjah je..heheh)
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates. 
(Owh ooo....saya pasti disembelih...ahahah)
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. 
(Must do! WAJIB!)
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. 
(Commitments are there okeh..;D)
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying. 
(Go Enny Go!)
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you. 
(Feel lonely are the worst but I'm not alone. My love is there..hik3)
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long. 
(ahaha~ nak gelak guling2, this what I always get..doink!)

The question that been asked? Ha go click that link I given up there. A bit weird but it much of common sense. Your mind and heart will give the answer for you. Have fun trying. 

Contest For Fun! < >

Brain stimulating :

Chip2, bunyi burung tweet pagi2. Semalam sakan having a chat with someone sampai gelak guling2.HP pun ntah ke mana. Done with that kononnya nak terus tdor dalam iman. Senyum sorang2 tapi tangan sibuk nak capai telefon jugak. Last2 melayan si burung biru (Twitter la tu), checking on something, baca TL yg berderet2 masuk.

Tap! Kak Emila announced nak buat contest siapa nk naik flight with JFK? Dah tentu la nak!! Angkat tangan kaki siap!.Huhu~  Nak tggu announcement punye psl, sanggup nk bersengkang mata time tu dah kul 12 lebih kot. Owh Cinderella harusnya mmg dah tdo. Ahaks. Tapi tak berdaya jua, terbabas gak dgn telefon kat bwah Cupido dah. Huuu sowieee kak..Sudahnya pagi ni baru study untuk contest tu...nih contestnye  :

Ha, pernah masuk contest kena study? Nih special edition punya. Kecekapan mencari diperlukan, stamina otak yang perlu cepat to scan the answers. Senang cerita, actually you guys kena khatamkan baca whole entries dlm blog sis yang Awesome ni! Udah ku published jawapannya tapi kak Emila kata....

"Oh Enny. sikit je lagi Ada yang tak tepat"

Itu memang mendatangkan stress!! Hahaha~ words of 'sikit je lagi' betul2 menduga iman. Where's go wrong?? Think2...Enny ni memang drama lebih...Sorry kak. HAHA~

The chance to answer it is only ONCE. So gone case. Jangan banyak cerita. Tapi pastinya akan so the jellybean bagi siapa yang menang this contest. Nak ikut boleh? ;P

Kesimpulannya, I was enjoying reading this blog and am going to khatamkan it in proper this time. Takde scan2 through dah, baca bebetul with such a bliss feeling. Sebab?? It contains my most fav things to read.

Thanks sis for such adoring blog post! Hugss...

p/s: You guys wanna read it? Here tekan ....enjoy!!! ;))

Wednesday, January 25, 2012


Heart feel blessed :

Seems someone knows, someone saw that I have tons of things in my head. Even I'm smiling happy2, giggling all around yet am I hiding something?
Yes to much things to hide. Secrets!! Dreams!! Commitments!! Love??
Hey I'm cool not cold. ( Sebenarnya rs seram sejuk jugak ni, my shoulder start to be in massive pain. Owh my petanda for me to fall sick is coming. No-no...can't afford to have it now -thousands things to do)

SubhanaAllah, Allah tu memang Maha Kaya. One simple question from a sister made me sit down at her and spill out the beans what things had been cracking my head ever since. It's been a while, I didn't share anything with people. Yes I do tell something but generally because I just don't want people to get the wrong idea. Yet today, I just let it go to her. Nasib tak bercucuran air mata je..huu Enny kuat!

From my dearly sister, Kak Tek..a Kelantanese yang sangat fun to have a talk with, xreti slang tu pun lama2 bole faham even I will be laughing sbb blur what certain words suppose to mean. She hold me, her words comforting me, her advices meresap dalam seluruh I can see it just too much of me sacrificing for people without looking at myself.

Kak Tek pesan : amik la pengajaran dari semua kisah kawan2 Enny tu, fikirkan diri Enny mulai sekarang, baiknya biar berpada2...kita susah xkan ada siapa yang tolong melainkan diri sendiri (ALLAH tu pasti!) ...and mari kita bersaving...haha~ sempat lagi kakak aku ni. (cara2nya takpe la nanti once kami dah buat, I explain okey ^ ^)

Thank you so much kak. It just so much comforting to hear all that from you. InsyaAllah, akan diperjuangkan..;P

Mungkin Ada Salah?

Heart sulking :

Mood okey je hari ni as I stated in BBM status 'kalau nampak saya senyum sorang2, abaikan je ;P'...well adalah tu kan. Hee~

But, kenapa I still rasa something missing ? Pernah x you guys rasa macam korang ada buat salah dengan seseorang tapi seriously taktau apa dia.
Now I am feeling this. Terbiasa by talking every single day, every single hour but out of nowhere all of that gone case. You know I'm comfortable with you when: I'm weird with you, I sing what ever song comes into my mind, I say what's on my mind, I talk nonsense. Yet, silence from you its much awkward. My partner in crime is MIA. Sad though.

If really I ada buat salah, I am so so sorry from bottom of my heart. Sincere said it does hurts but if you said everything its okey. Then its fine with me. Seriously I have no idea what is this all about ..Ahh, Cik Enny, if orang tu xnak cakap pape, just shushh yourself away. Hermmp...Nevermind then.
If you don't love, why heartache? If you don't care, why headache?

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Sweet Talker ♥

Heart beat said :
  • A : Even you jauh, bagi I, you sentiasa dekat di hati..
  • B : Nak tdo, bangun tdo, semua pun ingat you camne ni?
  • C : Morning sweety/ hottie/ my sexyfireworks!
  • D : Kalau you happy dgn I, I lagi happy dengan you..
  • E : Rindu la kat you yang sweet and creamy ni..really miss you hunny..

Ok2 dah......byk plk contoh nk bg kat sini kan.. I yang tegak bulu roma kat sini. Hahah~ You guys pun mesti pernah dgr bnda2 mcm ni kan...Xbaik tipu tau..kan kan kan....
Ha, that were only part of these sweet talker bila berbicara. Kadang2 memang bole melt. Wah, ayat2 korg memang kalah candy bar, hari2 telan mmg bole kena diabetes cek ha. Huhu~

Well for me, some people are just born with this. Sebenarnya sronok je nak dengar kata2 macam ni, sweet je at the same times buat hati berbunga2. Tapi jangan telan sangat sebab separuh orang hanya pandai berkata tapi action dia hampes. Kan buang karan kalau korg berangan xtentu hala. If you are listening this from a person who really sincere with you, woww...memang terbaik la. Kalau boleh macam nak bawak mimpi. Lagi2 kalau orang tu bukan spesis jiwa bunga tetiba kluar perkataan all these types. Memang nampak bintang2 je. Hee.Okey tu over sebenarnya. Hahah~

Believe me, somehow at some moments, with all these words it just soothing your heart. Rather to hear all these dari dengar caci maki negativity all the time right. Sekurang2nya, it can make you smile though. It is so good to be true but yourself should know how to control your truly emotions. Bagi I, so far I suka dengar, it makes me giggling senyum sorang2 lagi2 if the words came from someone who sincerely wanna say it.

Itu je nak cakap...Night peeps! Hugss much ♥

He Always There

Monday, January 23, 2012

Imagination, Fantasy and Dreams

Brain stimulating :

Actually these 3 words came up when I had a conversation with En. Dragon. How we debated in funny way. Melayan kepala sengal masing2 memang dah macam more to merepek sudahnya. Hehe. But bila pikir balik, it is such a few complex words yang membawa maksud yang lebih kurang but tak sama. Macam mana tu?

Ha mari kita google..(En. Wikipedia)

Imagination : also called the faculty of imagining, is the ability of forming mental images, sensations and concepts, in a moment when they are not perceived through sight, hearing or other senses.
Layman term : membayangkan tentang sesuatu tanpa melihat, , merasa atau mendengar.
Cth : You know a friend from any social networking or from a mutual friend yet you tak pernah jumpa, you gonna start imagining how he/she in person themselves ; the character, how he/she gonna look like, puas la korg imagine kan till jumpa, than the result baru compare sama tak apa yg di imaginekan dgn apa yang nampak depan mata.

Fantasy :  is a genre of fiction that commonly uses magic and other supernatural phenomena as a primary element of plot, theme, or setting
Layman term : senang cerita, nih issue berfikir di luar logik sikit, memang ke laut kalau fikirnya jauh sangat sampai tak tercapai akal.
Cth : You terpesona dengan someone you just met, mula berangan ala2 dia tu macam putera raja ke, spesis rare punya nk jumpa. Mula berfantasi, kalau la kawen dgn dia nak buat majlis 7 hari 7 malam, kat mahligai istana Taj Mahal, xmo kalah ngn Prince William punye wedding. Padahal baru kenal seminit. Ha kan xmasuk akal tu. Kalau bab double meaning tu lagi la byk cth tapi tu pikir sendiri la k..hehe

Dreams : are successions of images, ideas, emotions, and sensations that occur involuntarily in the mind during certain stages of sleep.
Layman term : Ikut maksud kat atas macam mimpi la. Yang nk cuba disampaikan sbnrya, we are talking about 'impian' here. Sesuatu yang masuk dek akal and all comes with facts and efforts.
Cth : You memang dah kenal org tu, hati budi dia, character dia, you feel comfortable with all that. Masing2 tertarik antara satu sama lain macam magnet, mula la korang merancang sesuatu yang jadi satu impian semua orang, to live with each other towards the end of life ( huish bunyi cam bahasa novel dah pulak ni). But to make this dreams to be real, it have to come with compromise and efforts. Bukan main boh je. Same goes to with 'cita-cita'.

Well, dah jadi macam kelas bahasa pulak dah ha.

Enny : You tgh pikir apa?
En.Dragon : Xde pe, just imagining if you ada depan I sekarang.
Enny : Huish, bukan dah jumpa ke td?
En. Dragon : Yup, macam I jumpa bidadari ( nak terjuling bijik mata jap dgr ha..)
Enny : Ha? Lah td bintang, bulan, satelite ..nih bidadari plak
En.Dragon : Kalau I nk jumpa you lagi bole tak? Serious best lepak ngan you , cool, sengal
Enny : Haha. Memang sengal tau dia ni ;P

Ha, atas tuh terapply ketiga2 imaginasi, fantasi and dreams...if korg faham la kan...hee~ Pstt ye saya benarkan awak2 tuk muntah ijau..;P

Thursday, January 19, 2012

True Enough

Brain nodding :
Private things should stay private. Get a journal, call a friend or go to therapy, but please stay away from the Internet. Your social network will thank you. (Pesanan untuk yang suka meroyan kat FB) - Sharifah Dayana, 2012
Mula2 baca memang nak tergelak. But true enough right. 

Namecard sape nth dlm beg ni? Heheh~  ;P *Bintang!

Nanti sambung tetiba otak tepu pulak. Terasa cam nk berhibernasi dah. Baju xpack lagi. Esok nak kena kidnap lagi ke? Hari2 kena kidnap, rindu kang padan muka. Batman sangat, dah serupa naga I tengok okeh..;P Opss nih bukan En.Batman yg saya ada, nih alter ego Darkbatman..bole plak kan...hehe~


Okey sambung,
You want to know why I'm so agreed what my friends quoted above? Sebab macam byk sgt kot. News feed bersepah with status2 tahap meroyan ni. Aduh~  ( Sebenarnya salah sendiri kot sebab pakai main approve je nth sape2..abes tuh saksikan la ayat2 yang agak tak best nak baca kan, Cik Enny, Cik Enny..) Well but yeah, it's kinda of annoying for an entertainment. Huhu~

Seriously, aib orang, masalah rumah tangga, gaduh rebut2 pakwe segala...owh my, all this stuff should be shut off and keep to yourself peeps. Apa perlunya nak diwar2kan satu dunia and yet you sedih at the same you asked people to comment - dgn harapan ada orang komen2 la kan...Do you know once you publish anything to the Internet networking, nothing can be reversed or reverted. Melainkan korg ada source yang bole pull back all your info yang dah terlepas tu. Tu yang jadi seantero dunia boleh tau just by googling je. That are far much bad okeh. Scattered brain jadinya.
Sebenarnya ada jugak la few friends sebegini rupa, mula2 macam okeh fine. Go ahead, tulis la apa2 yang you nak tulis but lama2 diperhatikan sbb laju je berjalannya newsfeed tu, memang nampak la kan...habes semua luar dalam dia bantai cerita. Gosh, nak dibaca tanpa hati dan perasaan pun tak berdaya. The best part siap private message lagi mintak advice. far saya yg berkelulusan BSc. in Business IT xpernah amik major Psikologi ...tapi yeah selaku diri yang memang sentiasa jd ' Kaunter Pertanyaan & Pengaduan' ni, xmampu nak lari..huhu
Sudahnya, xpernah nak direply pun sbb I bukan pakar bab2 begini. Bahaya bagi komen or nasihat yang rasanya kadang2 0.00001% je leh pakai. Sorry.

Akibatnya, orang2 begini terpaksa rela dihide, di remove and paling sadis sikit, di block! Please saya xnk baca keaiban awak sebab lagi byk awak bercerita bnda2 bukan, it's YOU yourself people will judge. Kan tak elok tu.

p/s: sbb benda2 mcam ni juga la, benda yang terlalu personal i try hard not to expose in FB itself. Termasuklah yang tetttttt.....;P

Sekian berita Nightline.

Naga Jadian?

Heart beating :

Nih balasannya bila kenal orang suka hati gamble je kan.. Owh my I've known everything...yes mmg I panggil dia 'naga' je. Plus I'm even breaking the 'chain' for so long. Is this for real?

This are the story of my own fairy tale. As I've already have my King, Prince, my Knights and now been completed by a 'Dragon' in my story line. What a perfect combination ha.. ^ ^

Just to early what story I'm gonna write about this additional character...we'll just wait and see. Hope for the best!

Exactly like this. Pic: courtesy En.Google

Wednesday, January 18, 2012


Heart gigling :

Flirtationship?? Wah new vocabs ni. Ahaha~ Takyah tengok dictionary, takde pun. Meh I bagi maksud dia. Ha thanks to Missy Tumblr la kan..huhu

FLIRTATIONSHIP : Its more than a friendship, but less than a relationship.

Hermm, guess I'm in such relationship kot. Owh my dah msti confirmed pasal 'jampi' limau mandarin malam tadi. Dah la, out of nowhere tetiba ada fireworks masa chillex tgk bulan bintang, angin sepoi2 language.. Sudahnya kitaorg tergelak menahan geli hati betapa bengongnya la org yang letupkan fireworks tu..Chinese New Year mggu depan bang , jangan advance sgt. Kitaorg baru nak menikmati hari ni..Ahahah~  

Life is too precious to worry about stupid things. Have fun. Fall in love. Regret nothing and don't let people bring you down.

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Perkara Wajib

Heart feel jumping2 :


I got this this morning...huhu~ and it is turning up to be amazing day!! hahah~ sebenarnya bukan ada pe pun. just feel good. It is so truuuuueeee dont PROCRASTINATE when come to something or do something. Xpayah nak excuses yg berjuta..kau bagi 14 juta excuses pun leh tapaw dah masuk poket. huhu...Xde berkias-kias, xde berbunga2...;P

Cuma perkara wajib I need to do :
1. See my mummy gojes Awin.. and hugssss~ (owh mmg sgt best...*_^) -nih arahan dari dia..huhu~
2. Smile at people
3. Talking to most craziness people
4. Play around at the office (it just make some people a good day..huish ada impact ke? hahah~)
5. Work fast, think fast
6. Maintain my mojo jojo..huhu~ shuhsshh go away your missy mr -vity...xmo dekat2..

Ok2..dah2..I need to siapkan transferring BB 9780 to Touch in half an hour time before Boss kecik balik kampung nun sinun Spore sana...( Semua bajet aku ni terer sgt ngadap BB bbyk ni..adoi).

Huu need to solat Asar first before kelambatan. Need to chow early as ada dinner with makhluk paling mental yang telah mmbuatkan saya seperti kanak2 hari ini. Jaga kau raksasa ijau...;P

See ya!

Monday, January 16, 2012

Remake of New Layout

Brain drawing digitally :

Ha...finally. I've changed this blog's layout after a while of thinking it. Randomly je. Sebab memang niat di hati to make simple and neat.

Soon I'm gonna include my photography works, artworks and DIY stuff that I've been made and soon to be make. ;)

Still in page will be under construction...till its final touch. ( Dijangkakan siap melihat pada tahap kerajinan Cik Enny ni..) huhu

Friday, January 13, 2012

Joke for the Day

Brain try to brain this :

Bila Boss antar email buat kelakar....baca ni..*drool...o_0
You see a gorgeous girl at a party.
You go up to her and say, "I am very rich. Marry me!"
That's Direct Marketing.

You’re at a party with a bunch of friends and see a gorgeous girl.
One of your friends goes up to her and pointing at you and says, "He's very rich. Marry him."
That's Advertising.

You see a gorgeous girl at a party.
You go up to her and get her telephone number.
The next day you call and say, "Hi, I’m very rich. Marry me."
That's Telemarketing.

You're at a party and see a gorgeous girl.
You get up and straighten your tie; you walk up to her and pour her a drink.
You open the door for her; pick up her bag after she drops it, offer her a ride, and then say, "By the way, I'm very rich. Will you marry me?"
That's Public Relations.

You're at a party and see a gorgeous girl.
She walks up to you and says, "You are very rich."
That's Brand Recognition.

You see a gorgeous girl at a party.
You go up to her and say, "I'm rich. Marry me"
She gives you a nice hard slap on your face.
That's Customer Feedback!!!!

Kekittens!! My Beloved Furballs

Presented to you :

Weee~ Geram2...Love them that mucho! Okey2 last entry tuk pagi ni...sebelum nk kebzan troubleshooting lappy & PC yg gaya cam nk meletop ni..huhu~ Mau bercinta dgn En.Google.

Rocky - pe kes tdo bergulung macam tu

Ini ekor suka sebuk time orang nak membaca. Ini lah Cik Chomel saya

Orang melipat kain, dia sebuk main nyuruk2...cepuk kang! -Chomel

Obsesi with apa jua jenis tali -Chomel

Huhu~ Eh mana lagi pix2 2 ekor lagi....?? My knights tak lengkap ni...ada lagi Si Caspian & Kimmy...owh Prince and Ratu tu mmg susah nak disnap pix...buat hal sendiri je...Blur2...acting charming all the time. Pheww~ Kucing pun ada peel camni..PENGSAN! ;p

* Rocky & Kimmy will be 1 year old by next month which make Chomel & Caspian will be 10 months dah.. Owh my..macam membela anak aku ni...hahah~

Classic - Nostalgia

Heart pounding :

Actually this entry suppose to be yesterday tapi terrrbz skit...; layan emo..Aduhai...Ok2 nuff of it. (Iklan lagi...)
Ntah camne...last 2 nights ago, Abah saje2 bukak laci almari TV...tadaa...dlm tuh mmg contains our family album dari zaman tok kaduk lagi...huhu~ Dari zaman abah mak muda2, pic mana yg jd pojaan hati mak masa dia traveled out over the sea for dancing - satu ketika dahulu my mum was a penari kebudayaan Malaysia; mmg slalu travel presented M'sia. So dia dah traveled half of the world just for it. Anak dia?? Huu jgn tanya...Malaysia pun xabes pusing lagi..hampes.AHAHAH~ 

Belek2 sgt lawak okeh..Me as bros yg sama je peelnye sampai ke besar..Abah yg satu ketika dulu bdk jaat skolah...hahah~ satu geng ngn Ridzuan Hashim and Misbun Sidek...mmg xjadi keje la kat skolah tu kan.. Sekolah apa? sama cam my highschool...VI!!!!! Oits bukan Vivikananda la...Victoria Institution taw.. ;P
Nak tgk picnye? Adalah few I snapped...xkn nak snap beribu plak kan...( those pic need to be organize again..okey project susun album ON!)

Black & white tu was my mum and bawah tu ME! Pic berusia 50 tahun & 27...Sebijik! Haha~
Pe motif ntah posing mcm ni..Taken on year 1986.
Dengan Abah yang masih kurus. Miahahah~

Ok dah2...takkan nk tgk yg every year punya....bocor rahsia ku...nak tgk sila dtg rumah....huhu~ hanya mereka yg LUCKY je dpt pic thru Whatsapp...hik3...Tapi ada lagi satu.....jap ha...Scroll ke bwh ...






Taken on 1983.
Hahaha~ sempat curik satu pix wedding Abah Mak...mungkinkah daku akan kelihatan sebegitu spt ibunda ku bila kawen nnt? ;P

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

Hi Enny Nursuliza, Plan a Great Escape for 2012.

Heart sinking :

 Bila dapat heading email mcm ni, huh kau mmg sungguh menduga semangat! Fine, fine! I am wanna go okey. Bwk2 bersabar, it's not that like petik jari duit turun dari langit, book ticket on the spot and find most comfortable hotel ever. #wishhard can do that.

Am so much want to travel again....and of course this year InsyaAllah I'll resume it after one year break. ;) Where to?

Ok la ni tak ikut chronology pun, ikut dan je :

1. Cameron Highlands ( again...actually dah jd location wajib for my family every single year)
2. Bukit Tinggi (me and Abah nk snap pix amik feeling konon2 kat over the sea..huhu -Mak surely love this place)
3. Melaka ( ni bole pegi ikut dan je...xperlu rancang bebetul pun )
4. Langkawi (last pegi nth darjah bape nth)
5. Jakarta/Bandung (mid year)
6. Australia/ New Zealand (of course like towards the end of the year)

So ikut tick which one yang akan tercapai tahun it all of the above or half of it sbb mungkin terjadi sesuatu yg lain di pertengahan tahun. Hrmmm..We'll see then.
Tapi siyesly need to go!!!!!!!....Pray hard work hard missy...Will do, must do...
#mode : ligat berfikir cara2nya...

A Date

Heart blur2 :

11012012 - mcm ada birthday sumone hari ni tapi sumpah xingt sape nth...abaikan saje..otak sedang compute something.
Tajuk entry mcm 'a date' with someone je...xde cam forever dah kot  I'm not hanging out with someone. Kehadiran my 3 pillars with separated issues...- semua by virtual je...but still they have the most affects to me. Jampi apa la yang korg baca kat I ni...ish3...xpe ku ikhlaskan jua..Aceyhh~

He was off duty for now, dah 2 3 hari dia mengacah mereply whatsapping "Sorry you xmsg, bz mcm2 for the 'majlis' " What?? Then TAP! he came up with something ...kali ni nekad, tekad, effing seriously...the 'majlis' he said about going off for good. En.Pilot stop playing with me ...ada jugak yang nak kena penyekeh ni. Blur otak seketika. Decision had been done last Monday but xblurt out lg as he been waiting for the right time to put an end to it ( sat gi meroyan lagi the other half tu...) Issuenya - can't go along anymore, even try la miliion times, just can't /rimas and surely think he's not ready yet. 
Hermm...well dear I think you already finalized it right and if you feel this verdict are the best for you, then do it.. I'll be here if you need to talk - which is i rs since last Monday you cam biasa je maintain crazy guy I ever known in this earth. Ckp pun merepek2 je. Good then...and I leh cut off kerisauan I eh...;P

Nih lagi sorg, finally have a talk with my En.Batman, patut la rs cam hilang budak ni tp ada je kat FB. Rupanya once be offshore, HP kena tggl kat airport..owh sgt kesian. Dah la kata tempat tu puaka....hari2 kat laut ngadap atas bawah kiri kanan semua biru...gila bosan. Ala siannye awak. Siap pernah xmkn 3 hari sbb keje gila banyak...Oits 3 hari tak tdo tuh masih perkara biasa, xmkn 3 hari??  What a life... Ok awak, bosan2 randomly je terjah my wall okeh..i'll respond to you soon as I can.

Haih, itu la jejaka2 emo saya...emo ke...somehow mereka ni xberperasaan skit, I'm saying about 3 pillars right, mana crita lagi sorg...hehe` Si Meow ni xde masalah pun cuma love to over workout, siang malam with sports..then tak makan...ish~  but dia jugak la yang jd pendengar setia I was mumbling ntah pape. Thanks. =) - Sekurangnya2 I tak rasa blur sgt. *____*

Monday, January 9, 2012

Typical Batik?

Heart berbunga2 to see this :

Again, I'm falling in love with this. Semua gara2 mmbelek Metro newspapers...Belek2 Sports, to advert yg bersepah2 dlm suratkhabar tu...( okey i do have habits to read newspapers from back to front....yadayada...) I just love this so much!! Piala Seri Endon was held last month but the news of some the winning fashion designer just came up in the newspapers though. Yeah org2 kan rather to read craps, stupid politics, aib org, gossips -negativity byk sgt la korg ni- than reading things that knowledgeable to life.Ooopsy!!

Piala Seri Endon? Pernah dgr?? Of course x...huhu...this is what it is...

Piala Seri Endon dicipta untuk mencari dan menyediakan platform bagi sokongan, pengiktirafan dan galakan bagi pembuat batik di Malaysia. Ia adalah acara tahunan yang terbuka hanya kepada rakyat Malaysia berumur 18 tahun ke atas. -info dr Majalah Online Warisan Cantik.

Ok, tu brief je. Sbnrya this is what I'm going to mention....(iklan byk sgt kau ni Cik Enny...weyh iklan related la ni)

Ensem tak? ahahah~ -pic:myMetro

Rafizi Shari, 23; young designer who won the 2nd prize -pic: myMetro

The sketches of the design -pic: myMetro

The real end product of batik creation -pic:myMetro
Menggunakan teknik 'airbrush' adalah kepakaran kepada jejaka ini and penggunaan motif bunga Kemboja mmbuatkan karya terbarunya especially for this Piala Seri Endon 2011 competition make it so creatively made. Super nice!! Baru la not so typical of baju batik. Huhu~

His sensed came from ..
“Bunga selalu menjadi tema dalam batik saya. Jika dilihat gelagat orang bercinta, bunga dan manusia tidak dapat dipisahkan. Identiti bunga itu sendiri cantik sama ada daripada segi fizikal dan warna bunga itu.

He hold...
“Saya selalu memegang prinsip roh, berangan-angan dahulu nanti jasadnya ikut, tetapi angan-angan tanpa usaha hanyalah kerja sia-sia,” 

Nicely said and kuddos for you. Of course this will be one of the ideas to become something ;)  - I did read some of his students entries who are so proud of having him as the lecturer and won this award. Comel je..hehe~ Lecturer hensem camtu, sronok la korg kan..hik2..

p/s: Enny, enny..mmg salah bidang kot...shud I change?? Haha~ Its never to late to start something new right?

Hijab ke Tudung ke?

Brain nodding for some facts :

Uhh...she wearing tudung dah silap, HIJAB! ; New resolution I guess. Good la kan. Ala, tudung ke hijab ke sama je maksudnya....huhu~ pe de beza?? Ejaan je la pun kan... Who? Cari la sendiri siapa kan? *___O

Meh tgk apa maksud those two words :
1. The word "hijab" or "ijāb" (Arabic: حجاب hijaab, pronounced [ħiˈdʒæːb] ~ [ħiˈɡæːb]) refers to both the head covering traditionally worn by Muslim women and modest Muslim styles of dress in general. 
2. Dalam Islam, tudung atau kerudung merupakan pakaian yang digunakan untuk menutup bahagian kepala seorang wanita
( Kan ke sama je maksudnya, satu in Arabic/English and another one in Malay...dang!)

 It just come across in my head from one article yang I baca thru Hafiz's sharing dlm FB, and actually malam tadi tertengok this one telemovie...lawak tp cam cute sesiapa yg minat Liyana Jasmay surely la sgt suka tgk ni kan...En.Laywer wanna be, nih bukan taste sila gi tgk Papa I Love You - situ ada you punye Lisa, teriklan jap.

Menarik jugak...Twitter jadi Tweet -Je and Facebook jadi Facebag. Apakah? hahaha..Funny yaww..Tapi ayat sangat terkesan pd permulaan drama ni...
" Sembahyang jangan tinggal, tudung jangan tanggal..ayah yang tanggung dosa kau " - petikan ayat ayah Zubaidah dalam drama ni. 
Gulpp..mcm pernah ku dgr ayat ini satu ketika dahulu. Ahahah~ Yes I'd been through this before too..;P Ala masa zaman2 jahiliah was back in year dah bape taun dah? Do your Maths peeps! Tekan kalkulator tu pun bole...( ye kalau rajin, nanti i share what's the diff every single year eh...KALAU ok..;P)

Sipnosis kisahnya...nak tgk telemovie ni bole...sila google..leh download or stream online...

Kisahnya mengenai gadis kampung yang obses dengan twitter dan lupa diri sekejap. Namun akhirnya dia insaf semula.

Si Tudung Tweet berkisar kehidupan pelajar kolej yang inginkan perhatian. Zubaidah (Liyana Jasmay) seorang pelajar kolej yang sanggup membuat apa sahaja supaya mendapat perhatian ramai. Dia berasa iri hati terhadap Marissa (Juliana Evans) yang dianggap saingannya.

Pelbagai perubahan dilakukan Zubaidah untuk menyaingi Marissa sehinggalah suatu hari, Zubaidah melakukan sesuatu yang tidak diduga semasa menghadiri kuliah pengajian Islam dan mendapat perhatian ramai. 

And the article I mentioned before...nih heading je ..

Tudung? Tudung is so out of fashion, only aunties (makcik) and ustazah Bahiyah wear tudung. These days, young smart Muslimah feminists do not wear tudung, they wear hijabs! Technically they’re the same thing, but fashionably they’re two very different outfits. Technically, tudung is hijab, the only real difference is that one is a Malay word while the other is in Arabic. But in these days of globalisation, and with the English version of Al Jazeera featuring European Muslimahs with British accents on TV, of course, hijab is the cooler version.
For more, cuba click sini..How to spot a Hijabster ..baca sampai habes...nak tergelak guling2 pun ye gak but there is some truth in there..

Yang penting nawaitu and keberkesanan kita dalam issue ni.. Ada some campaign i'd been browse through about how to wear hijab macam from Sue Anna Joe and so on.. Sebenarnya ramai je kat luar sana yang mencuba untuk menjadi lebih baik #notetoself too.

Friday, January 6, 2012

Wasn't Meant to Be

Brain finalizing :

I know that I am Strong Enough
My Hopes…I never raised
And though I really loved you once
I know I’ll be Okay
I Told you Everything Before, We’d Even
Gotten There
Because I Knew…Because I Knew
You Really Did Not Care
You Know, I Wished, One Day You’d Look
And Finally see Me
But even then, Deep Down I knew
You weren’t My Destiny
I Will Love You For Always
No Matter Where You Are
But I Can Live Without You Babe
You’ll just live in My Heart. 


Heart complying :

Teman, aku ingin....
Teman tersayang,
Aku ingin kita seperti Abu Bakar al-Sidiq,
Persahabatan terjalin kerana al-Khaliq,
Harta dikorban bukan sedikit,
Cintakan kebenaran, sanggup bersakit.

Serta tawakal Ibrahim mulia,
Ketika meninggalkan insan tercinta,
Di bumi tandus tanpa bicara,
Menyakini Allah sebagai Penjaga.

Aku impikan antara kita seorang Umar,
Berdiri tatkala tunduknya manusia,
Bersuara tatkala diamnya mereka,
Menggerunkan musuh durjana.

Serta senyuman Syed al-Qutb,
Ketika berhdapan dengan tali maut,
Akidah mantap tidak terenggut,
Roh dakwahnya tidak surut.

Aku ingin kita seteguh Ibnu Zubbair,
Menahan panahan Hajjaj dengan rela,
Bersama si ibu tua,
Lantas syahid, rohnya ke syurga.

Marilah kita menyemai benih Hassan al-Banna,
Fikrahnya jernih mengegar dunia,
Merelakan tubuhnya dimamah peluru,
Demi menegakkan kalam Allah dan Rasul.
Aku cintakan pemuda Giffari,
Menentang kezaliman walupun diancam,
Moga kan lahir lagi di abad ini,
Jiwa jitu pemuda yang tidak pernah suram.

Aku ingin kita sepemaaf Yusuf,
Tetap mencintai saudaranya,
Walaupun dihumban ke perigi tua,
Terpisah dari ayahanda bertahun lamanya.

Aku ingin  pusara kita harum mewangi,
Bagai harumnya pusara Masyitah,
semerbak kasturi.

Aku ingin persahabatan indah ini,
Bisa menjadi syafaat,
Di Mahkamah Mahsyar nanti....

Kata-kata ni dipetik dari novel Tautan Hati tulisan Fatimah Syarha Mohd Noordin,novelis Sayembara Novel Remaja Jubli Emas DBP 2006.