Monday, June 27, 2011

I Wish I Can Help...

Brain can't stop analyzing :

I know it’s been a few days I didn’t post anything.. It just has no feel to start typing these things. So many things, so many issues, so many drama…beside I do feel happy, mix feelings been there too..haih… ( enny stop whining..urghhh!!)

Nak di cerita satu-satu pun taktau nk crita mcm mana and mana satu?..but thanks my dear Jijot as being there always for me even you stuck with ur works and ur decisions..but you know kan I’m always here for you toooooo…. Nages sama2 tuh standard ..;P

1st time bertapa dlm Mahkahmah Tinggi, surrounded by negative vibes gave me goose bumps..plus seeing a ‘damn good’ lawyer yg x abes2 dgn BON dia instead of seeking  justice for the guy and the hakim yg gila kekwat. Gosh! People when have the power this is the way they acted but remember YOU ARE NOT GOD…for God sake… Seeing someone that I love and care been treated like this, I felt like it is true there are no justice in life…but it’s up to the human nature itself to make it right. I can’t help but I’m grateful enough knowing that my dear lawyers’ friends willing to help him out. Out of nowhere they really concerned about this (yang pastinye mereka2 ni mmg bole pakai la kan..not like those 3 lousy lawyers before..urghh ingt balik mmg tekanan!). But I can’t layan perasan sgt as I need to be strong am I.
Now I really hope so this case can be settle soonest as we can as it starting to jeopardize a lot of things especially for him. Kesian ok… 

Knowing him such a happy go lucky guy, hardly to get mad..on sudden death he kept himself silent till I know exactly the true story…there we go…he appeared again just for finding a friend with no other intentation. Without saying I know he is asking for help… Seeing him crying by of all means..how helpless and hopeless he felt..how could I never be bother to feel for him?  I am seeing another part of himself that I never see before…lost words. But I’m impressed..he is a survivor I can called it to be..how serabut he was… he try his best just to make me smile with singing, dancing mode and the ‘badut’ part. So far he never failed to make me happy and its kinda obvious infront of my girls…heee~

Well how complicated life can be huh? ^_^…keep smiling Enny ..you know you have to more open to this and getting stronger by each day to make things fall to the place again…

Help me will you?

Keep on Falling...

Heart bliss on Monday :


Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Removing People Are Never Easy


Heart felt hay wire :


Today, I stop 2 relationships
Today, I start a new relationship
2 peoples I have to remove for the sake of this 1 person
It hurts but I need to do it
How I wish it is much easier doing it than saying it….

Beautiful Things..I Almost Forgot..

Heart feels :

Superb pictureesssss!!!!! See..see....How amazing the colours and GOD's creation of this... I fall in love again!


Pictures courtesy from Tumblr

...Looking at the pictures from Tumblr triggered something in my heart. How I miss my passion towards photography. I realized it's been a while I didn't hold my dear 'sygness'. (But still playing with my Fuji Instax Polaroid - syg, where is my new inserts? dah ckp dah susah nk cari ... but berlagak nk cari gak..huhu). Terasa terharu jugak when he ACTUALLY looking for that at every single camerashop..ngeee~ Jasa mu dikenang! (even still x jumpa lagi kan..;P)


Syg, ready your gear up...we gonna hunt this kinda pictures again.....


p/s: sape la yg jd my 'syg' tu kan? ;P tadaaa..ngeeee

Thursday, June 16, 2011

Priceless Award...

Heart spell it for you :



Disisimu ku terdiam seribu bahasa
Dihatiku bergetar sejuta rasa
........................................................................


To whom that may be concern,

Find the the rest of the words you will find what I'm trying to say...
2 souls that I need to protect...
One with the heart
One with the life
SUPERWOMAN here I am
But I'm truly happy..
If I manage to pull the smile again on their face
It's priceless...

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

The Ending?

Heart blink2 :


Lovely Advice..

Brain swallowing this :

Shaz jum apply this...sbb 2-2 depressed tahap petala langit ke 7 kan...so be it! heheheh~ 

Health:
  1. Drink plenty of water.                                                                           
  2. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.
  3. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.
  4. Live with the 3 E’s - Energy, Enthusiasm and Empathy
  5. Play more games.
  6. Read more books than you did in 2010.
  7. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.
  8. Sleep for 7 hours.
  9. Take a 10-30 minutes walk daily. And while you walk, smile.

Personality:

  1. Don’t compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
  2. Don’t have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
  3. Don’t over do. Keep your limits.
  4. Don’t take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
  5. Don’t waste your precious energy on gossip.
  6. Dream more while you are awake.
  7. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
  8. Forget issues of the past. Don’t remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
  9. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don’t hate others.
  10. Make peace with your past so it won’t spoil the present.
  11. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
  12. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
  13. Smile and laugh more.
  14. You don’t have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

Society:

  1. Call your family often.
  2. Each day give something good to others.
  3. Forgive everyone for everything.
  4. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.
  5. Try to make at least three people smile each day.
  6. What other people think of you is none of your business.
  7. Your job won’t take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.

Life:

  1. Do the right thing!
  2. Get rid of anything that isn’t useful, beautiful or joyful.
  3. However good or bad a situation is, it will change. 
  4. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
  5. The best is yet to come.
  6. Your Inner most is always happy. So, be happy.

Monday, June 13, 2011

Photographic Memories

Heart said :

I spend hours looking at pictures that other people took of people that I will never know.

People that are somewhere out there in the world facing their own demons, facing their own choices, living their own dream. They are young and beautiful and hopeful. They are captured in singular moments that will never happen again and I think that’s why I admire photography too much.

When I look at a photo, I am immediately drawn back to a moment. I can recall being there; I can recall being happy, I remember the smells and the people that meant so much to me. There’s so much life and innocence in a picture that is so nostalgic to me.

 It’s amazing how it can bring me back to a time that will never be again. A time when I was different, a time I was unsure of who I was and what I wanted. It doesn’t even matter if the picture is of strangers, because I can still see myself in someone else or yearn for a place that doesn’t even exist in my own memories.

Life moves and change so fast sometimes, that photographs are the only way that I can remember my past.

Friday, June 10, 2011

Infatuated...Affected!

Brain ticking :

There will come a time in your life when you will become infatuated with a single soul. For this person, you’d do anything and not think twice about it. But when asked why, you have no answer. You’ll try your whole life to understand how a single person can affect you as much as they do. But you’ll never find out. And no matter how badly you hate it or how badly it hurts; you’ll love this person without regret, for the rest of your life.” 

Thursday, June 9, 2011

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Travelogue - Kota Tinggi, Johor

Brain updating :

Yuhuu..I'm back...:P...Bercuti saje keje nyer..Mesti la..Need rejuvenate myself for upcoming new financial year. Chewahh...Ok apakah kena mengena di situ? Supaya lebih berkerja bersunggh2....SANGAT! miahahah~ Hish keje la Enny..main2 lak dia...WORK LIFE BALANCE...tuh polisi saya, ada paam? ;D

Kali ni kita ke Kota Tinggi! Bukan Bukit Tinggi...tuh soon gonna sampai plk..heee~ (Belum pepe dah plan trip lain...haish)
Motifnyer...asal usul...adalah untuk mengattendkan diri ke satu wedding..2 pupu nye wedding..yg saya tak kenal pun..but Abah mesti la kenal kan...huhu~ tp orang kata 'Menyelam sambil tersedak air'...Kami bercuti2...heheh~

Di sini ada lah tempat kejadiannye...gila amat kejauhannye...pegi JB pun tak rasa jauh cenggini gaya...tapi berkat penggunaan IP4...GPS nye agak mmbantu la jgk even ada tersasar2 skit....Failed tul guna menatang ni.. To be exact...we had to go to Bandar Penawar to arrive here........Phewwww...sampai jua!

Our tempat lepaking..;)

Ada taman tema air okey...

Hermm..cafe for breakfast! okey makanan dia tak sedap..huh~
Enough of the place...Kita tgk pic je la k sbb malas nk tulis...tapi perlu diupdate...;P

Baru ketibaan..duk lepaks dulu...apartment one room kami yg bsar!

Haish dating plak parents ku ini...ahahaha

Sangat best! Nak...fly2...

Budak2 main pistol buih..kita pun nk gak...;P

Pose jgn xpose...Abah kata pe lagi nak buat...mkn tdo tangkap gambar je la kalau bercuti...hehehe

Pekejadiannyer ni? Cobaan tuk menolak troli itu yg tak gerak2..

Habes segala motor sports I tried..sila jeles..;P

Layan perasaan kononnye...
Akhirnya ada pic bertiga...meja jd sasaran..;P

Itu la atok n nenek sedara I...PENGANTIN? huh takyah la..hik3...

More pic in FB ye syg2....nk letak sini sume jadi semak plk...heheh`
And yet from some of the pic ...Abah said..I'm getting 'gemookss'.....ahahaha~ Apakah? Mungkin dari pic2 ni..sila tgk saya 'gemooks' ke? Sehat la okeh....;P

Makin boolat Cik Enny ha..;P

Kinda obvious 'kecomelan' itu..;P
Owh ok..ada satu benda nk merajuk...sbb....Erry a.k.a Skulla Skully was here too tp kat Bandar Mas la..but takmo dtg jumpa i...majuk ngn u 2 minggu...huhuhu~  Dalam KL xnk jumpa lak..tup2 berdekatan kt lokasi yg jauh benar..huh~..Erry mmg jaat..;P  Oooppssyy...U utang i satu date...ahahah~

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Be What You Want To Be

Heart feel motivated hearing this :


How comel the song is...It does make me smile and somehow it is TRUE..just be what you want to be. Don't let anything to hold you back.

Friday, June 3, 2011

Shushhhh Depression...!

Brain and heart sync :

It’s Friday!!!!Enough of these feelings…tak suka takmo taknk takleh bla….I’ll put the sign up “STOP”! I won’t bother it anymore… mana Cik Enny yang happy plus gila tu? Nyorok2 eh…

I feel good today! Nak senyum byk2…addition while sitting at the back of Starex this morning .. realized the colour of the weather..SubhanAllah! It’s so perfect.

I had a dream last night..about a wedding tapi taktau wedding sape..but I met with all the people I DON’T LIKE.. (bahaya nak say BENCI sat gi syg plak..huuu..nahe2) Weird how I just can mingle without feeling anything against them and we were GOOD.. ok what it does mean? Hermm..I guess that the beautiful things of ‘forgiveness’..;))

Had a conversation with my Abah yesterday made me relieved about some of the things that I had in my mind for quite sometimes..Terhyperactive berckp plak last nite..

·       Our lil business – DONE ( not fully launch but my dearest GF already started selling…awesome! Nanti I link up what the url address for this cutie business..sabo2..masih dlm pembikinan..)

Buat packaging mcm ni baru 3R! heheheh

·    Buy new things – DONE! (Gara2 stress..takpe janji ZANG TOI…my wedding dress pasti from HIM…oii, Miss Enny..berangan..nth nak kawen sape sebuk berangan nk wedding dress from who.. ahahah..oppss..;P)
·        Pujuk orang merajuk  - DONE
·        Explanation to my dad – DONE ( lagi kena gelak ada…ish3..;P)
·        Comel house issue –DONE ( huh byk songeng nk main claim2 ni..)
·        Rutin harian update Mr.Batman –DONE! ( Robin dia ilang sat gi mencacau cr…hik3..;P)
And……
·        Something make me smile this morning..

Someone : Da sampai tempat keje ke?enny, lap u 
Me : Blum..still otw..ehehe
Someone : *** serius tau, lap u he2
Me : Eh..***kan xpnh jumpa enny…macam mana leh siyes? 
Someone : Enny je care ***, *** rasa , ***nk enny bg *** peluang tuk *** mengenali enny lebih dekat lagi….*** selesa dgn enny..serius ni.
Me : Pleasure to know that… -

ayat2 seterusnya …okey sbnrya terkedu…as we never meet yet..but well we never knows right..as I said to him get to know me first then we’ll see what gonna be in the next line..and he accepted tht..:) Ok enny what have u DONE? ;P

‘Mudah untuk didekati, tapi tak semestinye mudah untuk didampingi’


Rejab Is Here...^_^

Heart delighted to realize this :

When Rejab is here means ...Sya'aban, Ramadhan and Syawal...yeayy RAYA!! Hish pk raya plak..ooppss sowie!heheheh
Ok2 insaf skit...lets read this some of fadhilat of Rejab that we can take for get nearer to HIM..^_^



Sabda nabi S.A.W : “Sesungguhnya bulan Rejab itu bulan Allah, bulan Syaaban itu bulanku dan bulan Ramadhan bulan umatku.” Bulan Rejab adalah salah satu bulan yang sangat dimuliakan dalam Islam. Pintu rahmat daripada Allah terbuka luas bagi hamba-hambaNya yang inginkan kesejahteraan jiwa dan ketenangan fikiran.
Berikut merupakan kelebihan bulan Rejab:
  1. malam awal Rejab mustajab Doanya
  2. puasa sehari pada bulan Rejab mendapat pahala syurga yang tertinggi (Firdaus).
  3. Puasa 2 hari dilipatgandakan pahalanya
  4. puasa 3 hari mendapat dijadikan parit yang panjang yang menghalang dia ke neraka (panjangnya setahun perjalanan)
  5. puasa 4 hari diafiatkan daripada bala dan daripada penyakit yang besar-besar dan daripada fitnah dajal di hari kiamat
  6. puasa 5 hari aman dari azab kubur
  7. puasa 6 hari keluar dari kubur bercahaya mukanya
  8. puasa 7 hari ditutup daripadanya 7 pintu neraka
  9. puasa 8 hari dibuka baginya 8 pintu syurga
  10. puasa 9 hari keluar dari kuburnya lalu menyeru ‘Lailahaillallah' tidak ditolak dia dari memasuki syurga
  11. puasa 10 hari, Allah jadikan baginya hamparan perhentian di Titian Sirotulmustaqim pada tiap-tiap satu batu.

“Kembalilah kepada Tuhan kamu dengan memohon keampunan dari dosa-dosa kamu dan hindarkanlah perbuatan maksiat dalam bulan mulia iaitu bulan Rejab.
                                               
                                                                                                                        source : En.Google

p/s : so...sila rajin2 puasa ye adik2...dah puasa tuh ganti2 la puasa yg lubang2 last year tuh okes...ok tuh note to myself more...heheh .;P

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Melodramatic You Are...

Heart grumpily saying :


Heart really pissed with all these dramas…..
What else more can be compare with what I feel right now? None!!
You with all your dramatic sense… Gosh…
That was not THRILL but STUPIDITY
That was not a BLUR but B***S***
That was not FRIEND but some A**H***
I feel like losing..SOME ONE …SOMETHING…
But I’m just losing a WASTE right…
And you will be seeing how DRAMATIC I can shut this off..
And be with it….


Please bare with my words as I can’t take it. At this moment…
Kasha..I need your words, Akif…I need your texts, Yen… I need your songs..
GG, Awin & Osh….I need your hugs….