Thursday, July 31, 2014

Wednesday, July 23, 2014

Prediction of Escapism

Heart smiling:

Got an email which loveeees to predict where I will be next. I rasa it was someone else yang beriya to drop by Barcelona in a time soon, kenapa I yg dipredicted begini..ish2... ;P

Me? For time being nk pusing satu Malaysia je dulu and will do a complete travelogue mcm En.Advisor saya buat..hee~ tapi dia pegi for bayor. Huh! Jelly beansssss....

And another things to make my day....thanks for this!! Will attend a private screening for new movie in the store with another two partner in crime. Heee~ jangan bergaduh sudah. I balik je kang, rumah dekat sgt dah tu ;P

Sunday, July 20, 2014


"Kata ustaz;
Modul ukhuwwah itu apabila kita bertanya pada teman apa masalah seharian?
Aku fikir.
Betul juga.
Berapa ramai antara kita berteman tanpa menyusuri kisah yang dilalui sahabat di kiri kanan?
Berapa ramai antara kita menghakimi tanpa kita cuba mengerti rasa yang dia alami?

Tuesday, July 15, 2014

Cerita Two Boys

Heart mumbling:

A rich boy
An average boy

Or should I put in reversely?

Either one of it make no matter. The existing of these two guys made the world move faster than it can be.World did go around don't we?

Cerita a rich boy basically like sgt fairy tale like in a story book. Classic!
Had a good looking features - capturing not a slightly look but people will look at him twice; admiring . Seriously confident within himself - undeniable as he know exactly he want to say. Ambitious - for this, you should see how he draw his own career path. Came from a well family background - (smile). Had a really impressive life flow, perfectionist - nothing can beat up his neat work and details about things around him. Can be a sweet talker at times.. head over heels!

Sound like a prince charming huh? But then this rich boy do have his own flaws...can't believe it? Hidup kan mmg bukan fairy tale sebenarnya..Reality check, it does going to be upside down. The darkside of him : he can be like super massive annoying yet people still look up for him. Kamikaze type yang tak peduli apa orang fikir but he was protecting by means. How bad he can be, how annoyed he will be...people still going to be by his side. Byk sgt kasih sayang indeed, yet the attitude is above the gratitude of kekurangan kasih sayang *sigh

Cerita an average boy. Typically I think lots of guys do  fall in this criteria perhaps.
Had a feature which make people wouldn't mind to look for so many times - orang kata sedap mata memandang. Actually kacak je jgk. Had a normal career path - kena paksa, guide to strive him to the optimum level (mencabar kesabaran jugak). Xsusah xsenang, mencukupi. Always have this kinda of insecurity in many terms (don't have to be so negative dear) but......he kinda slalu dilanda kesusahan yang hardly people to help or it just beyond help. Why? Muhasabah diri all I can say.

Made it spelled like nothing to be impress off right? Hold a sec. He do have his own charm, his care, his love and tenderness when he up to something, he is the prince. Such an open book when you got to know him personally. Trying hard to live the life with all he have.

Life isn't fair ha? A rich boy looks like have a bunch of guardian angels for him and the average boy have to fight by his own.
Who have said life is fair? Yang adil tu Yang Maha Kuasa je. Hukum DIA. =)
Apa yang kita suka tak semestinya baik untuk kita, yang we hardly accept tak semestinya xbaik untuk kita.
Mempersoalkannya? Itu kan lumrah manusia. Normal tapi berpijak pada bumi yang nyata k ;)

That were some indication from my lil sis di kala hening malam. Yang tiba2 muncul statement - '2 boys' which made my brain scattering out of nothing.

Saturday, July 12, 2014


Brain calculating + heart ranting:

Saat menulis ni...hati sedang bergerimis. Combination of reading the news of Gaza, listening to Maher Zain's songs and thinking of future buat darah tersuling menjadi jernih. ='(
Risau yang tak bertepian...

Pic credited to Firdauz

At the same times, workwise and preparation for the big day....I have no words to explain it.
If crying can solve the uncertainty, I will do it right here right now but....reality check, NO!
Doa Enny, doa tu kan penghubung paling universal dan paling dekat padaNya.... #notetomyself

Friday, July 11, 2014

Ambitious Much? Crazy Jawabnya...

Heart racing:

A 'friend' to be. Even it still new, but it does triggered the most silence part of me : my eagerness of being ambitious like heaven. It was once a upon time, I'd been the aggressive one yet when the time passed; I tends to slow the pace. Terfikir ntah apa yang dikejarkannya.

Yet, having 'the' friend, yeah a new friend : creating the awkwardness in the comfort silence. Having a different post doesn't make us having the 'gap' but we do have another 'gap' of our commitment to our significant other. Being with him, listening to him, seeing how he works, the stories he'd shared made me realized something. I lupa apa rasanya the feel of eagerness and hunger for new things. And he rose that again in me secara tak sengaja.

Bila fikir2 sbenarnya our background in childhood mcm sama, but then I sendiri yang doesn't have that much courage macam dia. Dia mmg kamikaze! Nature of the gender perhaps. Ke alasan semata?
Tapi lately ni buat neurons I connecting and stimulating non stop for this. Ye jujurnya I am ENVY with his courage and achievement - tapi envy in a good way la kan. He is a friend kan =).
Orang kata for you to be amazing person, you need to mingle with the amazing people. InsyaAllah akan melekat 'charm' tu ;D

Guess it's never late to regain the concious and strive for something that I into it whole the time, right?
1st step : Sambung Master! InsyaAllah after the 'Big Day', I'll start everything all over again with the best companion ever - Encik Suami.  

Sunday, July 6, 2014

Family To Be ❤

Heart feel blessed:

Taken at Carcosa Sri Negara, Kuala Lumpur early last month for the Engagement Day of my soon-to-be-cousin.

Saturday, July 5, 2014

Almost A Week #RamadhanKareem

Brain scrutinizing:

Time flies....and it become faster than ever even it still 24 hours per day. Same goes with our Ramadhan month. Pejam celik pejam celik. It almost a week we been in the holy month ever. So far hows your progress to be better? Still ticking the checklist? So do I...We in the same page. will be in the track.

Keep on having a good fasting month peeps. There are more to go. =)

You Close The Day with a Smile

Heart adoring:

It just simply made a nice closure for the day when I received this from a lil sis. She did posted it in FB too which she sent this screenshot to me. Hehe~ So sweet. =) You just too kind with those words lil mamarazi.

The story was; she did lost some important things(material)- knowing her kinda clumsy lil sis. hahaha~ and my bad was laughing at it for the first time reading it when she did buat 'jeritan batin' via Whatsapp to me. Drama Queen la you. :P
It just happened I was still in the office even though it almost 7pm. Yadayada~ Got some meeting to be standby with the Directors and migration for one of the big shot. Budak kecik sorg ni pun mmg pesen suka balik lambat jugak. Dedicated workers yaw. Hahaha~ But sudahnya she can't go back, therefore I was there for her. With a Kit Kat - sebab dah foresee that we gonna break our fast in the LRT though.

Jujurnya I know what she felt, but then I saje melawak all the way. Being me and she is like a lil sis to me; redho je la nth pe I merepek ngn dia thru the whatsapp all the way till she come to her sense again.
Yesterday was her day but we will never know when its OUR day. Just keep on helping people even we did not get any return out of it.
Reminiscing it again did make me smile still.

Remember, never belittle with the good deeds as small as it can be because HE does know.
Chin up will you my dear? There will no rainbow when there is no rain in the middle of sunshine.

Thursday, July 3, 2014

5th Day

Heart smiling:

Moga hari2 mendatang akan lebih baik...amin~