Heart grateful:
No words can extend how grateful I am, far more than gratifying I can expressed. Alhamdullillah segala-galanya dipermudahkan berkat dari doa-doa yang menyayangi. I love you to the moon lah! ;)
It all started dari I preggy up to delivery moment this little human. Tapi for sure dari previous2 entry, you might know I have no allergy dek pembawakan si kecik in my tummy - no pening-pening, no muntah-muntah, no craving unnecessary things, even some people tak realized pun I preggy up until I dah preggy for 6 months and above kalau tak kerana perut yang membesar secara tiba-tiba. Hihihi~ Ish3....Nampak bertenang sangat ye Puan Enny. :D
Kisahnya sampai nak deliver pun I don't feel the pain even dah tau I was in 38 weeks timeline yang ala-ala serupa time bomb which is bila-bila masa je I can terbersalin. Haha~ As I said before, my brothers and En.Hubby semua dah in standby mode, Puan Enny je la yang nk wat selamba apa pun tak ready. How you know I tak ready??? Readiness in mentality tau...jenuh baca useful knowledge memotivasikan diri sendiri to help out masa delivery nanti. Sempat ke nak ingat time delivery nanti? Itu for you to read this entry sampai habes ;P
27th June 2015 supposedly was my last checkup for me and lil baby dalam tummy. Then kalau kira2 ada two weeks lagi before my exact due date which was on 12th July 2015. As usual bertapa kat hospital like nobody business, siap buat plan nak pergi makan sushi and buy some last minute baby stuff after the checkup sebab memang tak expect langsung I will be delivering the baby at anytime soon. Came my turn to see the doctor, checked sume I totally normal and baby also okey, active seperti biasa. Then doc saje nak check bukaan even so dia curious kenapa I still not in pain walaupun dah 38 weeks (mostly of her patient, sume delivered bila dah 37th weeks) - this is where doc have to 'seluk' on your private part to see if there is any open way, ready to deliver the baby. Huu time nih memang terkedu sikit. And somehow, I got this "Dah bukaan 3cm ni, tak sakit ke?"" Daya tahan sakit kuat kot you ni" Dang..owh my!!
Doc suggested for me undergo CTG untuk tengok radius contraction. Keluar dari bilik doc, rasa macam tak percaya...really?? I dah nk bersalin bila2 masa ke ni?? En.Hubby pun in shocking mode. We really confident yang lil baby paling2 awal pun will be early of July. It seems, this lil princess memang tak sabar dah nak tengok dunia ye sayang...
Doc suh admitted terus sebab nak monitor my condition dan seperti biasa I kalau masuk hospital selalu gaya tak macam orang sakit pun...sihat2 walafiat pun kena tahan. Nasib la badan. Huhu~ Me and En.Hubby looked at each other macam blur ya amat (ini baru nama epic punya culture shock). Called my parents to inform that I akan kena warded for the day then automatically rasa nak nages. It's like seriously I'm gonna be a mum soon? nak bersalin dah ke? boleh ke ni? macam mana nak buat ni? All sort of question semua datang terjah at one time. Tertepu 2 minit. But well, nak tak nak I need to get through this soon or later. End up puasa pun terpaksa la half day terus and I know akan burn terus the rest of my Ramadhan if the baby truly come out that particular day jugak. Tapi dah bukaan 3cm, agak2 la Puan Enny oi kot boleh hold nak beranak sampai minggu depan. Hahaha~ :P
CTG took about half an hour but then for me the missy (nurse) extended sampai 1 hour as my graf macam turun naik. I have the contraction high in the graf tapi physically I tak rasa apa2 pun and the baby boleh plak dia nak tido time2 camni, selalunya aktif berkungfu saje dalam perut tu. Nurse siap tanya "Puan, ada contraction ni, tak rasa apa2? Tak rasa sakit?" Erkk..I lak leh tanya..."Contraction tu rasa camne, adalah perut rasa kejap2 keras tapi taklah sakit, biasa je". Homai...nampak tak super noob ku di situ? Miahahah~ Then the nurse said contraction tu rasa macam period pain. Allah, period pain pun tak pernah rasa, terus menjadi super blur nurse nih nak suruh I rasa sakit camne. Krik2... Tengah2 CTG tu boleh lagi main Whatsapps with few close friends bagitau the news. Done with the CTG, nurse bagi baju hospital for me to change and teruslah kena tagged ala2 banduan ni. Sob sob...makanya terus kena duk bertapa dalam labor room sesiap as single room yang we dah booked still ada patient yang taknak balik2. Haih la..
So makanya, duduklah dediam dalam labor room ngan En.Hubby sambil tengok TV. Lupa plak En.Hubby still berpuasa on that day, sempat suruh dia pegi belikan McD for him berbuka puasa and me plak need to eat something for energy nak push2 nanti.
Before Maghrib, doc datang checked lagi bukaan. it has been 6cm dah. She said sempat ni dia nak balik buka puasa kat rumah. Even sempat tunggu terawih kot. Haihh, doc nih boleh buat kelakar plak dia. -_-
Waited patiently, tapi sebenarnya mata non stop tengok jam sebelah tv tu..counting time macam sangat timeless. Then around 8pm, the real contractation has started. Rasa dia macam perut memulas-mulas, perit2 sikit. Ish rasa apa nih? Ini ke rasa contraction? Up until I asked for En.Hubby untuk urut cara membulat kat belakang pinggang (this I learned from a book- shared experienced by a wife to one of Raihan's group yang dah delivered 9 babies secara normal). Terasa lega sikit. But then the pain kept on repeating selang 3 minutes. Owh my Tuhan je tau rasa how hard nak handled the pain. Nurse pun tanya nak ubat tahan sakit ke? That one thing yang memang I avoided all this while. I still can bare the pain. I know it will get over soon. Positive..positive! Nurse checked the bukaan dah 8cm, they called the doc immediately. Kesian doc tu, once she sampai, she said "Cepat plak awak ni, saya makan pun sempat telan je". Then the doc checked sendiri, bukaan dah fulled and dah time for me untuk pushed hardly the baby out. Doc buat episotomi jugak especially for mummy yg first baby - memudahkan and mengelakkan dari terkoyak if teran terlalu kuat and terangkat punggung while pushing it hard.
The final contraction has come, 2 orang nurse helped to hold my legs, doc duduk berdepan dengan I untuk sambut the baby and En.Hubby was beside me giving all the support he can. The final contraction boleh plak main delay2 and the baby pun main yoyo inside my tummy to come out. But then, the heart beat baby mula slow, doc asked me to push sehabis mungkin once the contraction come again (we can only push bila the pain is there). Half an hour bertarung nyawa and finally I heard a beautiful baby crying sound. My baby is out. The doc terus letak on my chest. SubhanAllah, here she is, I did cried of happiness. Satu nyawa yang berada dalam diri for the past 9 months, here she is dalam pelukan. I am a MOM. Terus hilang all the pain just now watching her lying down soundly on my chest. My lil princess. ;). After a while nurse took the baby and wrapped with a blanket, serahkan pada En.Hubby untuk diazan dan diqamatkan. It is a moment yang sangat indah and I will never ever forget it.
Alhamdullilah I didn't take any induce or epidural, it's all happened in natural way. Syukur sangat2! Yes, Allah makbulkan doa untuk I bersalin secara normal, natural way yang I harapkan sangat since early preggy time. Rezeki dipermudahkan. Syukur Alhamdullilah. Berkat doa orang2 kesayangan kan. =) I feel so blessed with this 'lil bidadari' and nikmat2 yang Allah berikan sepanjang I preggy until melahirkan seorang lagi khalifah kecil di dunia ni.
My family arrived one hour right after the delivery time. Excited tengok cucu baru. I've been warded only for a day and boleh discharged dah the next day. Malam tu En.Hubby yang teman and lil baby in her cot at the other side. Penat..yet I feel so happy to have these 2 precious soul with me. Rezeki yang Allah bagi tu tak pernah putus, besarnya nikmat mu ya Allah.
Then bermulalah edisi berpantang! Owh of course adapting becoming a new mum. Now officially dalam motherhood clan. ;)
I love you unconditionally, I always do, I always will.
